#AmericanWriters #1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
I paid this one’s fare all the way… to San Francisco then flew up to meet her at her br… and I got drunk and talked all night about a redhe…
very tall girl lifts her nose at m… outside a supermarket as if I were a walking garbage can; and I had no desire for her, no more desire
when I look back now at the abuse I took from her I feel shame that I was so innocent,
she bent over the side of the bed and opened the portfolio along the side of the wall. we were drinking. she said, “you promised me these
the dream of a man is a whore with a gold tooth and a garter belt, perfumed with false eyebrows
at high noon at a small college near the beach sober the sweat running down my arms a spot of sweat on the table
Of all the guys left in the neighborhood, Frank was the nicest. We got to be friends, we got to going around together, we didn’t need the other guys much. They had more or less kicked F...
washed—up, on shore, the old yello… out again I write from the bed as I did last year.
in San Francisco the landlady, 80… Victrola up the stairway and I pl… until they beat on the walls. there was a large bucket in the ce… filled with beer and winebottles;
had lost the last race big somebody had stolen my coat could feel the flu coming on and my tires were low. I went in to get a
One night my father took me on his milk route. There were no longer any horsedrawn wagons. The milk trucks now had engines. After loading up at the milk company we drove off on his rout...
we tried to hide it in the house s… neighbors wouldn’t see. was difficult, sometimes we both h… be gone at once and when we return… there would be excreta and urine a…
A couple of nights later Becker walked in. I guess my parents gave him my address or he located me through the college. I had my name and address listed with the employment division at ...
they don’t make it the beautiful die in flame— suicide pills, rat poison, rope, w… ever... they rip their arms off,
my friend William is a fortunate m… he lacks the imagination to suffer he kept his first job his first wife can drive a car 50,000 miles