#AmericanWriters #1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
he carried a piece of carbon, a blade and a whip and at night he feared his head and covered it with blankets
That evening the phone rang. It was Mercedes. I had met her after giving a poetry reading at Venice Beach. She was about 28, fair body, pretty good legs, a blonde about 5~feet-5, a blue...
I still get letters in the mail, m… men in tiny rooms with factory job… living with whores or no woman at… booze and madness. Most of their letters are on lined…
I took it home, opened the beer, got into bed and began. It started well. It was about how Janko had lived in small rooms and starved while trying to find a job. He had trouble with the...
I sat in the airport and waited. You never knew about photos. You could never tell. I was nervous. I felt like vomiting. I lit a cigarette and gagged. Why did I do these things? I didn’...
long ago he edited a little magazi… was up in San Francisco during the beat era during the reading-poetry-with-jaz… and I remember him because he neve…
the droll noon where squadrons of worms creep up like stripteasers to be raped by blackbirds. I go outside
here they come these guys grey truck radio playing they are in a hurry
Fay was pregnant. But it didn’t change her and it didn’t change the post office either. The same clerks did all the work while the miscellaneous crew stood around and argued about sport...
then there was the time in New Orleans I was living with a fat woman, Marie, in the French Quarter and I got very sick.
take a writer away from his typewr… and all you have left is the sickness which started him
I laugh sometimes when I think ab… say Céline at a typewriter or Dostoevsky... or Hamsun...
A couple of nights later Becker walked in. I guess my parents gave him my address or he located me through the college. I had my name and address listed with the employment division at ...
my moustache is pasted-on and my wig and my eyebrows and even my eyes... then something stuns me... the lampshades swing, I hear
don’t undress my love you might find a mannequin: don’t undress the mannequin you might find my love.