My New Life
i you what with love your will life all one retreat had not now how when left day but full just there new can want things going from true because who see people go get more through everything been something way tell too once if panic sets anything world many soon already another little broken time did should like come repeat bring real show right where feel would maybe dreams happen never down shall waiting much know only free different sweet myself always keep away out why heart feelings last tired sparkle year longer explore continue need say future look door find leave each after make some plans place even words meet ever unable forever seemed lost every trying here thoughts since really kiss into night could instead up begin drink pain hurt trust begins them scared learn gone any end they allow let knew light christmas glow piece paper passion came being give cannot finally sure princess lonely sometimes think self mind eyes still until deep talk believe fall feeling learnt game empty thought wounded then faith again hope pieces journey become someone hard nothing expected change society happiness please live nor wanted old happy choose further yourself alone rough which move shell joyous scars places numb sky truth replaced shown news whatever stay precious teardrop changed slowly took fleeting begun felt desire excitement needed sparks feels lies red grow meant together circus somebody hollow drained energy long oh living seeing grew inflicted wine beautiful upon wonders presence mundane patiently mummy arrive wait done fly over tears fair other made offer very prepared week wonder tried though supposed story blame try date got view likely must lesson hidden desires nice truly two became days hear sort vicious cycle chat hour speak okay surely care hair harm part burnt looks hopes shattered went inside heal million floor others set decides healthy illusion bother purpose plan children dictated illusions order happens towards enjoy remain waste accept hurts complete said behind mask may high lit shines soul yours nourish dim dies awake diminished sunday blues normal ve young understands bleeding tonight isolated ourselves belong perhaps distant itself rains earth remind existing spark igniting takes slight flicker tiny flame seeded thats burn everlasting hot coals quenched safety inner shelter take cover buried dirt yet ready ride hurry hide anybody else times tough cruelty strength weakened sight darkness rock cracked power source barely beating heartless restraints spaces hiding anywhere anyone distance restrictions flying off frolic freedom soaring sadness caged memories ousted replace empower ease watch sorrow eventually elapse misplaced best decisions choices path lead diamond glistens amongst rocks whichever pending arrival share january crashing fast nest bear comprehend fell apart wrong occasion lingering dull ache close chapter daze dream state exciting warm head fuzziness locked somehow resurface healing cleansing reviving stained salt numbness started emerge rut adventures sounds scents sights laugh dance sing joy laughter peace fear swelling daunting silence worries unknown basic seems complex dove weeps mend wings entirety vices stone unturned wishes version hid helped brought pick years waited impossible shed consumed month splendid summer afternoon planned knowing existence infinite mother reason existed season moment memory carry safe sound september wore white dress bright carried roses surroundings stunning detail divine walked carpet ceremony flowing music playing adoration duration lovely celebrate bliss present throughout families union sealed mediocre married quickly stubborness resentment easier writing wanting turned lives natural rings pure found adventure kisses inspires blissful surprises intended matters starts importance ends type worth mayhem colours tricks leaps man wearing noise beasts inspiration past extremely drop cost looking escape use cycles hurdles goal taken toll routine 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