I've Dreamt Of You
I’ve dreamt of you, more times than I can count.
I’m angry inside, I want to cry and scream and shout.
Its lonely inside, inside my broken chest.
I ache for a dream, one I can not lay to rest.
I feel less than you, less than the woman that you are.
Its so easy for you, hurt and anger fills my heart.
I’m sick of hearing it, keep your opions to yourself.
You’ll never understand my pain, your sentiments do not help.
Don’t tell me it will happen, it doesn’t help me cope.
Your lying to me, it fills me with false hope.
I’ve dreamt of you, more times than I can count.
I’m holding you, up and down I make you bounce.
I’m needing you, to fill this empty hole.
I have so much love for you, my angel I can’t hold.
I’m running out of time, time only money can buy.
I’m so lost in life, why can’t I make this right.
Its not just me who lost, lost the angel we never knew.
He wanted this so bad, he would have loved you too.
I’m worried now, its almost time for bed.
I know thoughts of you will come, and burn inside my head.
I’ve dreamt of you, more times than I can count.
The hope is dead now, I fear it is lost and never to be found.
(2014)
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