Lovers end
Compliments, up all night,
Me showing no such fight.
Hearts and kisses all the time,
My heart jumps with each chime,
The mystery you have draws me in,
All these feelings– I’m in a spin.
Pull me in more and more,
I’m besotted to the very core.
Then– it stops,
My heart drops.
I feel so sick, worthless, used
But I also feel so confused.
Why? I question, why, why, why?
Do you not care that I cry?
You carry on, no reason given,
I will never know how your mind was driven,
You lifted me, then threw me down,
And now all I can do is drown,
In the tears I have cried so much,
I let you take me in your clutch.
I’m the stupid one you see,
My hearts the lock and I gave you the key.
But you viewed it as a bore,
As if loving anyone would be a chore.
So although I ached for so long,
I now feel so headstrong.
I hate you so much for all you did,
But you also opened up the lid,
On all the things that I could become,
And so never again will I be so dumb.
To love someone with no return,
Never again will I feel that burn.
I learnt my lesson so I thank you,
Because now with everything I do,
I’ll remember all the strife,
And so now I’ll have a better life.
