I’m tearing up I can’t see the road in front of me while I’m on the high way i start to sob I’m ready to see my mom and dad I’m going to go to the place where this all started before when my life was normal not this fucking crap of one where I laughed and where people still cared for me  I’m angry at the world, at god, life it self makes me want to trow myself off a bridge why was I left on this earth to suffer  alone with all these disturbing human being if you can call them that while I think of the memory of my mom and dad and me in the car laughing and that is when that gas truck came out of nowhere and killed them both in the process I will die tonight to be with them all I ever wanted was to be loved and live not be miserable the edge of the Clift I will proceed I crash  into the water close my eyes think happy thoughts and I begin to drown water filling my lungs  I saw my parents than I got separated I wake up in the hospital I begin to cry one of my friends is there he Higgs me and says I love you don’t do that I know you’ve been through a lot but I’m here for u it’ll get better promise