Juan Michael

Juan Michael

i you with from love all but not your life can one out there see what where they just will know because into when even time need like how only never if been their now mind more through want could back every always words enough before brain room way would who pain get home escape here did then first upon had up go hope everything away down world let over last eyes own heart ambivalence myself water still soul find fear without she much come understand about doesn wanted people why open lost hat them between past work live than same too being choose new community free place most going feel deep long right faces within think any forget saw thoughts currents wouldn seen ve become space self miles universe change until make war each made face word death human dead darkness against coming young light cavity ever dreams person found beauty run old paper heard may again keep child might leave cannot take million sit safe share remember sweat play said loving jump fall family failed try desperate other smoke left together hide afraid walls future yet able nothing memories accept thought neither moment lovelessness ran stopped holding ideas hopes pathological beach wait body walking growing say something less living next makes broken looking childhood ocean window close mountains peace tears black two many everywhere gun stay though truth some look exist fleeting anxiety emotions beginning smile case castle river stories hang pull trigger someone awhile break marine voice else shared lie good part matter felt idea tell told isolation whose sink became meant alone believe sun across along earth race head lines full off air forced white hard cry smiles trying he must lives passing doubt cycles night hear floor ready continue dark won youth void stand years laid maybe act nor expressions which drink moments freely sand half tracks poem accompany quiet marks leaves marking knows acceptance identity privilege neurons hell times speak age running standing liberation forgotten version themselves call sounds bee bees takes waiting once changing liberated relationship constantly beautiful trust making wrong passion chronic cavities sleep guilt things should streets unable others house freedom enemies below slow survival cause day start attempts real stop force best hiding form story becomes remembered done deserve trees breath fire taking hands land confused kind behind familiar machine camera gone hate bodies allowing nature fight god listen drive necessary desperation rage power learned connection consciousness suffering panic today carrying door carry happy aids decay vulnerability depths treacherous erased baby erasure reality gotta cliffs experiences compassion chairs taken fought miss illusion creativity build disease overdose poetry another ego flee desk school gonna book iraq camp lejeune leaflet sighs tree lonely places simple set endless lead side turmoil despair instead care learning leaving worse loved nightmares parents dignity catastrophe needed nowhere waited filled abandonment stuck empathy faced revenge lay nostalgia stops unrealistic decisions longer actions connect name fitful heave mattresses pretty flowers reminder essence straight embrace seem existed meet seems interaction top fully surface allowed negativity forces feelings moon justice cold numb die begin crying bigger windows roof lot man punishment daring waves rocks daily closure inspired terrain strength bounce small sky irrational both cut useless attempt came dripping onto dried mirror sees weak grow boundaries lands cloud palestinian moving ones getting closer while yearning anyone lived tired hand cal houses secrets fears violence such sacred truly lies purpose country energy hold non born dreaming nightmare emotion memory feeling train around quickly move captured returned euphoria changed rather end doors meaning beyond knew judgmentalism narratives providers patients spacelessness timelessness anti sin emergent awareness enable resistance also tides waters salt rising mercury writing west buried ending minds values little racing hardest distractions corners absorbing coulda corrupt ourselves rock poverty accumulating cuse serving superhero existing arms rocking collective repeat yeah calmness humble monotony structures hours rest decades letting fighting cracks society carved ethnicity painful impermanence cycle bonds learn tide adherent reflecting breaking racism travel halfway hall itself oxygen step mix released accepting projecting supposed neurotransmitters chasms pieces fundamental dissolved invisible known beliefs poems flow pride abundance seeds arrive hidden terror mid deaths clash yearn awkward voyeurism protect reflection fresh edit asked save gpa cells occupying tissue implodes remains storm silently working consuming desert burn sense homes wake ups pitch replaced drop green fate empty show interrupting feels mean fits snug tight unseen empower tomorrow resilience plenty dont pioneer humbly sincere course sure committ honesty resonated dissonance insight addicted remind taught calling bound habit fun hallways street brown seeing barracks finding friends treat besides abandoned sound inch whatever cried took dragged happens deeply constant selflessness fiercely wide cyclical deceiving souls easier fast humiliation extracted far individual obsession truest independent stripped grasp instinct present branded sent none easy built communication subject slightest barely intended openness everyone looks seeps cost among sharp follow give flawed zumba worst worthy unleashed defining revelation character becoming state stray different better trusting personal knife bad underneath remove fade overcome exhausting crescendo order nicaragua happen created after dream plan asleep laugh near piece capacity bring definition anything answer wrongness fix scare complete happiness cliche except loneliness drawn seek demons whispers swarm triturating pressure loss ok blinding bed suicide misery separate psychological occasionally wanting imagination arrived surprise began disappeared horror perhaps ridicule skin shame outside confuse deserved spills existence whether shadow solitude mother does stare allow falls playfully abyss stars dozens despise controlling refrain reason soaked mouth hostility strife desire cage tame legs suffer context irrelevant read spewing ignorant residue thousands action marines used evidence current cancer pure welcome soft sweet burning billowing choked stolen survive brave dusty direction regret events anywhere boston few city drops humvee already wonder presence artillery shells hungry barrel pictures foreign whitewashed authority shifting ghosts tales generation spilling defined strong familial vibrations sufficient righteousness enemy yes fantasies heat corner realize guarded inevitable design vision spend late having cease uninterrupted stream chasm worth year reckoning vigor neuronal synapses intrusive episode enslaving unfolds middle 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