Face down in gutter again Seems to be my closest friend Where I land time and again Nothing new except the end

Sittin’ in a patio chair Breathin’ in the cool night air Listening to the breeze Rustling leaves in trees I’m being the love of life

My brain doesn’t work like it norm… It doesn’t think of the funny rema… Or witty sayings It doesn’t jump from scene to scen… Most of the time it’s too busy

A six hour nap I couldn’t explain Until I once tried This indica strain I took a few puffs

Seems like I’ve tried so many tim… To kill myself but just won’t die Chosen the worst paths and the cri… And always out the other side

I’ve written things and said some… Wagged my tongue and tripped over… Flapped my gums 'til blue in the f… Never a clue how to win the race Huffed and puffed and circumstance…

Wish I was a shepherd With a flock of sheep Sitting on a hillside Grass beneath my feet Watching over loved ones

I’d like to see Some more of you But only if You think that’s cool If you would want

I’d like to find someone That celebrates my self Except this life’s taught me You can’t trust no one else They see your loving charms

I like to watch... an ant traverse a grass forest a flower unfurl in moonlight a muskrat reap trifolium a leaf quiver in mid-day breeze

I pour my heart into these prose Because I feel I need to go Into the darkness that will show What needs to surface from below

Whether you want To face it or not I’m still your dad Both of our faults I chose the you

I’ve lost my joy Not sure where it went I can’t remember It’s sweet smelling scent It had to do

Hope you are a voyeur Hope you want to see What it truly means Be this human thing Offering my soul

I’ve lived, died, born, thrived So many times I’ve lost count So it stands to reason Our divine evolution Is the only thing that I care abo…