Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.

I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...

Whenever I’m alone, I stay smiling, Counting the stitches sewn, On 100 thread count sheets, Wishing for rain,

I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,

The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,

Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,

Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…

I’m always enamored with, Short periods of time, With fantasies of, Your hand in mine.

It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,

“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.

Flying out of the nest, At sixty mph, Four hours—without rest.

You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,

Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…