For so long I mourned for your touch again
to feel your lips on mine for I missed the sweet taste
missing your smile that always brought the shine back into my life
the essence of your beauty has deceased from my life
when I reach across my bed it is empty and bare just as my life has been since the day u walked away in December I will always remember
you were my purpose in this life when u left my life everything became so worthless I didn’t deserve this because to me u were perfect
I gave u my heart my soul and my life
I gave it all to u just to have your eternity
I have been running in circles trying to figure out what I did wrong but all it does is make me hurt myself
in the end you shattered my heart you scared my soul forever and you destroyed my life
u have left me with scars that will never heal u have caused me to scar myself u have left me broken and beaten in this world so godless so thoughtless
you let me fade from your memory as if I was never alive and there
I am now just a whisper in the wind
a ghost long forgotten
and I am a chapter in your book that has ended
soon u will no longer remember me
and I will be gone from your life.