Going through a tough time in my life, It made me sick thinking that some people, even concider suicide... I believe poetry is so some much stronger if you express yourself on paper. I actually really hate knives to be honest...
Sleeping so silently, I watch her from the sky, She was so young, so beautiful, All she wanted was goodbye.. I probably should move on now,
The swing set, The see-saw, The sand pit, And soccer ball. I remember,
All our precious memories, Now aspects of the past, Your presence has left, Much to fast. I sit here waiting,
I held my hands up, But couldn’t stop it, The demon wanted to be fed, There was nothing I could do, As it grabbed at my clothing,
It doesn’t matter where you came f… It doesn’t matter when you were th… It doesn’t matter where you are no… As long as you still care.. You left me there waiting..
It lightens my pathway, I follow, there’s no where else to… Where it would take me I didn’t know.. Surrounded by darkness
I still remember, Lying in that bed, A single window, And flowers by my head. The continuous beep,
Her tears fall like diamonds, & gently hit the floor, She doesn’t want to do it, But she cant take anymore. She fiddles with her scarf,
I’ve loved you since forever, And I would have asked you long a… But I feared so many things, And I was to scared to let you kn… Rejection..
Running so very far away, I’m trapped in this world, Where I cannot stay, Around my head, There’s this cloud of grey,
Just a dog? No. He was more than that.. He was special, A part of me that Was like a brother..
As night comes, The dark forms figures on the wall… I close my eyes, And try to sleep, I try to block it all,
Hunny do you hear me? Hunny do you care? I’m waiting for you darling, This really isn’t fair. I was oh so good to you,
Trying so hard, Just to fit in, But so many lies, Are hidden within, Imperfection..
It took a few hours, But she finally said I could go, There was a real big party, With a live band show, I was driving down the street,