As I lay in my bed at night in the complete darkness I realize that is when I’m most comfortable.  All alone having my thoughts appear almost on the chalkboard which is pitch black.  My sight is gone making me blind, yet i have never seen certain things so clearly.  I do not see anything but Feel everything so much more then before.  This to me is a gift. A gift because I see the beauty that lies within. That is a gift i hope god may be willing to lend onto me.