A Note to My Forever
If I didn’t like her she probably would have stayed. Probably figured it would be better to just be hurt by the same person instead of a different person.
But GOD knows I wouldn’t have hurt her, she meant so much more than the average woman I’ve ever dated. I would have continued to nurture her and give her all that I could.
Smh… I ran out of time and now he got more time to redeem himself, because I can’t believe he would be so selfish to fish her bk in just to hurt her deeply again.
When I found her she was deeply wounded and like a dog’s licks to a human I was determined to heal her.
SHE cries around me now
SHE expresses her feelings now
SHE told me she loved me and I didn’t ask for it.
SHE believes she can be loved again, EXCEPT she only wants if from him.
My heart hurts so deeply because no matter how much I know we are going to FOREVER be friends, there’s nothing like that couple/bond love … and now I’ll never experience that again with her.
She hurt me indeed she did, not once but twice… but I can NEVER turn my back on her.
The way she feels towards me… I know is real… I put her in between a rock & a hard place, so now I’m fighting to lift the rock up off of her while she travels through those hard places. Hopefully she’ll never have to endure the same pain over again, but if she does I’ll be right there to lift it off again.
Silly life…MY LOVE THIS LOVE IS FORREAL!
SIGH….
A note to my ♡FOREVER♡ PHAT
(2014)
