Men come and go.
Your happiness is in your soul
I pray to god every single day.
But I can’t speak want I want to say.
I’m rumbling over words, stuttering.
I ain’t steady, I’ve been tripping.
You say I can I ride with you.
But I ain’t feeling it when it gets hard tho.
Your trying to hurt me.
You think I’m ready to walk,
But I could never leave.
I’m just waiting for you to react.
To say wait and grab me by the waist.
I’m hurting every single day,
On the inside my nerves are in disarray.
I’m spinning tracks, waiting to arise.
But feelings don’t turn me.
My emotions left the building.
Long before my smile stopped glowing.
I faked it for years, I tricked myself.
I let people down, it spins me around.
I told people not to stay.
But they always came back for more.
I don’t know why I have homies.
My corner should be lonely.
But I’ve got family and a man.
What else should I need.
One would say I’m on top of the world.
But I’d turn around and open my soul,
And show them every hidden tear.
Make known the sadness to there ear.
Happiness should live here.
But it hides in fear,
Because it never stays it’s not sincere,
My eyes hide what should abide.
I’m fronting a whole persona.
While I watch you sip your corona.
I’m leading onto your ride,
Leaving my heart open wide.
Don’t shred every side.
