#Americans #XXCentury #1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell
the history of melancholia includes all of us. me, I writhe in dirty sheets while staring at blue walls and nothing.
keep remembering the horses under the moon keep remembering feeding the horse… sugar white oblongs of sugar
I was 50 years old and hadn’t been to bed with a woman for four years. I had no women friends. I looked at them as I passed them on the streets or wherever I saw them, but I looked at t...
I found that the only time to study was before sleeping. I was always too tired to make and eat breakfast, so I would go out and buy a tall 6 pack, put it on the chair beside the bed, r...
they say that nothing is wasted: either that or it all is.
am sitting on a tin chair outside… death, on stinking wings, wafts th… halls forevermore. remember the hospital stenches fro… was a boy and when I was a man and…
the dream of a man is a whore with a gold tooth and a garter belt, perfumed with false eyebrows
I could see the road ahead of me. I was poor and I was going to stay poor. But I didn’t particularly want money. I didn’t know what I wanted. Yes, I did. I wanted someplace to hide out,...
feet of cheese coffeepot soul hands that hate poolsticks eyes like paperclips I prefer red wine
they get up on their garage roof both of them 80 or 90 years old standing on the slant she wanting to fall really all the way
at their best, there is gentleness… some understanding and, at times,… courage but all in all it is a mass, a glo… have too much.
she drives into the parking lot wh… I am leaning up against the fender… she’s drunk and her eyes are wet w… “you son of a bitch, you fucked me… didn’t want to. you told me to kee…
sometimes after you get your ass kicked real good by the forces you often wish you were a crane standing on one leg in blue water
in the hospitals I’ve been in you see the crosses on the walls with the thin palm leaves behind t… yellowed and browned it is the signal to accept the ine…
It was a Wednesday night, 12:30 am and I was very sick. My stomach was raw, but I managed to hold down a few beers. Tammie was with me and she seemed sympathetic. Dancy was at her grand...