#Americans #XXCentury #1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
the night I was going to die I was sweating on the bed and I could hear the crickets and there was a cat fight outside and I could feel my soul dropping…
Soon after that I made regular and that gave me an 8 hour night, which beat 12, and pay for holidays. Of the 150 or 200 that had come in, there were only two of us left. Then I met Davi...
To give life you must take life, and as our grief falls flat and ho… upon the billion—blooded sea I pass upon serious inward—breakin… with white—legged, white—bellied r…
the lair of the hunted is hidden in the last place you’d ever look and even if you find it you won’t believe
Bach, I said, he had 20 children. he played the horses during the da… he f—ed at night and drank in the mornings. he wrote music in between.
we take what we can see— the engines driving us mad, lovers finally hating; this fish in the market staring upward into our minds;
I’m soft. I dream too. I let myself dream. I dream of being famous. I dream of walking the streets of London and
you have to have it or the walls w… in. you have to give everything up, th… away, everything away. you have to look at what you look…
sleepy now at 4 a.m. hear the siren of a white ambulance,
if I suffer at this typewriter think how I’d feel among the lettuce— pickers of Salinas?
he hooked to the body hard took it well and loved to fight had seven in a row and a small fle… over one eye,
sometimes I forget about him and h… innocence, almost idiotic, awkward… he liked walking over bridges and… to night I think about him, the wa… one felt space between his lines,…
Then I developed a new system at the racetrack. I pulled in $3,000 in a month and a half while only going to the track two or three times a week. I began to dream. I saw a little house ...
as the orchid dies and the grass goes insane, let’s have one for the los… met an old man and a tired whore
have we gone wrong again? we laugh less and less, become more sadly sane. all we want is the absence of others.