#Americans #XXCentury #1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
My drinking slowed down the next week. I went to the racetrack to get fresh air and sunshine and plenty of walking. At night I drank, wondering why I was still alive, how the scheme wor...
The subs themselves made Jonstone possible by obeying his impossible orders. I couldn’t see how a man of such obvious cruelty could be allowed to have his position. The regulars didn’t ...
there are worse things than being alone but it often takes de cades to realize this and most often
I didn’t do much the rest of the week. The Oaktree meet was on. I went to the track 2 or 3 times, broke even. I wrote a dirty story for a sex mag, wrote 10 or 12 poems, masturbated, and...
The next day in bed I got tired of waiting for the airplanes and I found a large yellow notebook that had been meant for high school work. It was empty. I found a pen. I went to bed wit...
Van Gogh cut off his ear gave it to a prostitute who flung it away in extreme
the dead dogs of nowhere bark as you approach another traffic accident. cars one standing on its
now the territory is taken, the sacrificial lambs have been sl… as history is scratched again on t… as the bankers scurry to survive, as the young girls paint their hun…
I feel gypped by dunces as if reality were the property of little men with luck and a headstart, and I sit in the cold
more wasted days, gored days, evaporated days. more squandered days, days pissed away,
she was in her orange Volks waitin… as I walked up the street with 2 six packs and a pint of sco… and she jumped out and began grabbing the beerbottles…
It was noon the next day when the phone rang. It was Lydia again. I heard a long insane wail like a wolverine shot in the arctic snow and left to bleed and die alone. . . . I slept most...
he walks up to my Volks after I have parked and rocks it back and forth grinning around his
the higher you climb the greater the pressure. those who manage to endure learn
“...I’ve seen people in front of their typewriters in such a bind that it would blow their intestine… right out of their assholes if the… were trying to shit.”