#Americans #XXCentury #1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
There was death in that place on the hill. I knew it the first day I walked out the screen door and into the backyard. A zing– ing binging buzzing whining sound came right at me: 10,000...
more wasted days, gored days, evaporated days. more squandered days, days pissed away,
you no faces no faces at all laughing at nothing—
they photograph you on your porch and on your couch and standing in the courtyard or leaning against your car these photographers
when Whitman wrote, “I sing the b… I know what he meant I know what he wanted:
We were eating meatballs and spaghetti. My problems were always discussed at dinner time. Dinner time was almost always an unhappy time. I didn’t answer my father’s question. “Henry, an...
Then I was called down to personnel at the old Federal Build– ing. They let me sit the usual 45 minutes or hour and one half. The man walked me back to a desk. There sat this woman. She...
after the slaughter house there was a bar around the corner and I sat in there and watched the sun go down through the window,
the girls are coming home in their… and I sit by the window and watch. there’s a girl in a red dress driving a white car
“what?” they say, “you got a computer?” it’s like I have sold out to the enemy. I had no idea so many
around 2 a.m. in my small room after turning off the poem machine for now
Tammie came by that night. She appeared to be high on uppers. “I want some champagne,” she said. Then the phone rang. It was Lydia. “I just wondered how you were doing. ...” “You know D...
he met her at the racetrack, a str… blonde with round hips, well-bosom… turned-up nose, flower mouth, in a… wearing white high-heeled shoes. she began asking him questions abo…
probably from the belly button or… bed, or maybe from the mouth of th… the car crash on the avenue that l… scattered on the grass. she comes from love gone wrong und…
Nothing matters but flopping on a mattress with cheap dreams and a beer as the leaves die and the horses d… and the landladies stare in the ha…