#Americans #XXCentury #1993 #ThePleasuresOfTheDamned
One Sunday Jimmy talked me into going to the beach with him. He wanted to go swimming. I didn’t want to he seen wearing swimming trunks because my hack was covered with boils and scars....
The boys on Dorsey station didn’t know my problems. I’d enter through the back way each night, hide my sweater in a tray and walk in to get my timecard: We had a game going, the black-w...
In the morning Dee Dee drove me to the Sunset Strip for breakfast. The Mercedes was black and shone in the sun. We drove past the billboards and the nightclubs and the fancy restaurants...
Mindy stayed about a week. I introduced her to my friends. We went places. But nothing was resolved. I couldn’t climax. She didn’t seem to mind. It was strange. Around 10:45 PM one even...
got out, fellow said, “hey!” walke… me, we shook hands, he slipped me… tickets for free car washes, “find… told him, walked on through to wai… area with wife, we sat on outside…
they’d come around and they’d ask “you finished your 2nd novel yet?” “no.”
maybe I’ll win the Irish Sweepsta… maybe I’ll go nuts maybe Harcourt Brace will call or maybe unemployment insurance or rich lesbian at the top of a hill.
see this poem? was written without drinking. don’t need to drink to write.
You had to fill out more papers to get out than to get in. The first page they gave you was a personalized mimeo affair from the postmaster of the city. It began: “I am sorry you are te...
I go to pick her up. she’s on some errand. she always has errands many things to do. I have nothing to do.
sick with the flu drinking beer my radio on loud enough to overcome the sounds of the
think of de vils in hell and stare at a beautiful vase of flowers as the woman in my bedroom
there’s a bluebird in my heart tha… wants to get out but I’m too tough for him, I say, stay in there, I’m not goi… to let anybody see
here I am in the ground my mouth open and
the dead can sleep they don’t get up and rage they don’t have a wife. her white face like a flower in a closed