#Americans #XXCentury
they go on writing pumping out poems— young boys and college professors wives who drink wine all afternoon while their husbands work,
all of a sudden I’m a painter. a girl from Galveston gives me $50 for a painting of a man holding a candycane while floating in a darkened sky.
It was about a week later around 7 a.m. I had lucked into another day off and after a double workout, I was up against Joyce’s ass, her asshole, sleeping, verily sleeping, and then the ...
look there. the one you considered killing you… for. you saw her the other day getting out of her car
When Jonstone saw me the next 5 a.m. he spun in his swivel and his face and his shirt were the same color. But he said nothing. I didn’t care. I had been up to 2 a.m. drinking and screw...
turmoil is the god madness is the god permanent living peace is permanent living death. agony can kill
I have lain in bed all day but I have written one poem and I am up now looking out the window and like a novelist might say
he sat naked and drunk in a room o… night, running the blade of the kn… under his fingernails, smiling, th… of all the letters he had received telling him that
The flies are angry bits of life; why are they so angry? it seems they want more, it seems almost as if they are angry
I sit here on the 2nd floor hunched over in yellow pajamas still pretending to be a writer.
call it th e green house effect or… but it just doesn’t rain like it used to. particularly remember the rains of… depression era.
it’s the same as before or the other time or the time before that. here’s a cock and here’s a cunt
bluebird there’s a bluebird in my heart tha… wants to get out but I’m too tough for him, say, stay in there, I’m not going
we like to shower afterwards (I like the water hotter than she) and her face is always soft and pe… and she’ll wash me first spread the soap over my balls
In the morning Dee Dee drove me to the Sunset Strip for breakfast. The Mercedes was black and shone in the sun. We drove past the billboards and the nightclubs and the fancy restaurants...