what have i done so wrong in my i always been so open to everything and everyone
i have love loved hard cared more than i should have for many people that have been in my life or have been in my life for ever.
One thing comes comes to mind is i have not put God first! Or that at heart i am too old fashion no matter how modern my ways are.
I seem to be my own worst enemy in the part of my life i want the most to come to life i am so tried to being alone sleeping with people just to feel something I want to be somebody else.
I need to let go of thing i need to take control of other thing I need to make a stand for myself no one else will if i don’t people will just control me as they always have i am my puppet but i am not the puppet master.
I can take control with my child i control money work friends . I CAN’T CONTROL FAMILY AND MY LOVE LIFE!
Dear GOD give me strength!
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