Caroline Norton

The Child of the Islands – Winter

I.

 
ERE the Night cometh! On how many graves
Rests, at this hour, their first cold winter’s snow!
Wild o’er the earth the sleety tempest raves;
Silent, our Lost Ones slumber on below;
Never to share again the genial glow
Of Christmas gladness round the circled hearth;
Never returning festivals to know,
Or holidays that mark some loved one’s birth,
Or children’s joyous songs, and loud delighted mirth.
 

II.

 
The frozen tombs are sheeted with one pall,—
One shroud for every churchyard, crisp and bright,—
One foldless mantle, softly covering all
With its unwrinkled width of spotless white.
There, through the grey dim day and starlit night,
It rests, on rich and poor, and young and old,—
Veiling dear eyes,—whose warm homne-cheering light
Our pining hearts can never more behold,—
With an unlifting veil,—that falleth blank and cold.
 

III.

 
The Spring shall melt that snow,—but kindly eyes
Return not with the Sun’s returning powers,—
Nor to the clay-cold cheek, that buried lies,
The living blooms that flush perennial flowers,—
Nor, with the song-birds, vocal in the bowers,
The sweet familiar tones! In silence drear
We pass our days,—and oft in midnight hours
Call madly on their names who cannot hear,—
Names graven on the tombs of the departed year!
 

IV.

 
There lies the tender Mother, in whose heart
So many claimed an interest and a share!
Humbly and piously she did her part
In every task of love and household care:
And mournfully, with sad abstracted air,
The Father-Widower, on his Christmas Eve,
Strokes down his youngest child’s long silken hair,
And, as the gathering sobs his bosom heave,
Goes from that orphaned group, unseen to weep and grieve.
 

V.

 
Feeling his loneliness the more this day
Because SHE kept it with such gentle joy,
Scarce can he brook to see his children play,
Remembering how her love it did employ
To choose each glittering gift and welcome toy:
His little timid girl, so slight of limb,—
His fearless, glorious, merry-hearted boy,—
They coax him to their sports,—nor know how dim
The Christmas taper’s light must burn henceforth for him!
 

VI.

 
Ah! when these two are wrapt in peaceful sleep,
His worn eyes on the sinking embers set,
A Vigil to her Memory shall keep!
Her bridal blush when first his love she met,—
Her dying words of meek and fond regret,—
Her tearful thanks for all his kindness past,—
These shall return to him,—while linger yet
The last days of the year,—that year the last
Upon whose circling hours her sunny smile was cast!
 

VII.

 
Life’s Dial now shows blank, for want of HER:
There shall be holiday and festival,
But each his mourning heart shall only stir
With repetitions of her funeral:
Quenched is the happy light that used to fall
On common things, and bid them lustre borrow:
No more the daily air grows musical,
Echoing her soft good night and glad good morrow,
Under the snow she lies,—and he must grieve down sorrow!
 

VIII.

 
And learn how Death can hallow trivial things;
How the eyes fill with melancholy tears
When some chance voice a common ballad sings
The Loved sang too, in well-remembered years,—
How strangely blank the beaten track appears
Which led them to the threshold of our door,—
And how old books some pencilled word endears;
Faint tracery, where our dreaming hearts explore
Their vanished thoughts whose souls commune with us no more!
 

IX.

 
Under the snow she lies! And there lies too
The young fair blossom, neither Wife nor Bride;
Whose Child-like beauty no man yet might woo,
Dwelling in shadow by her parent’s side
Like a fresh rosebud, which the green leaves hide.
Calm as the light that fades along the West,
When not a ripple stirs the azure tide,
She sank to Death: and Heaven knows which is best,
The Matron’s task fulfilled, or Virgin’s spotless rest.
 

X.

 
A quiet rest it is: though o’er that form
We wept, because our human love was weak!
Our Dove’s white wings are folded from the storm,—
Tears cannot stain those eyelids pure and meek,—
And pale for ever is the marble cheek
Where, in her life, the shy quick-gushing blood
Was wont with roseate eloquence to speak;
Ebbing and flowing with each varying mood
Of her young timid heart, so innocently good!
 

XI.

 
And, near her, sleeps the old grey-headed Sire,
Whose faded eyes, in dying prayer uplifted,
Taught them the TRUTH who saw him thus expire,
(Although not eloquent or greatly gifted)
Because they saw the winnowing fan that sifted
Chaff from the grain, disturbed not his high Trust:
In the dark storm, Hope’s anchor never drifted,
The dread funereal sentence, ‘Dust to Dust,’
No terror held for him who slumbers with the Just.
 

XII.

 
There, too, is laid the son of many vows;
The stately heir—the treasure of his home:
His early death hath saddened noble brows,
Yet to grieved hearts doth consolation come:
Where shall they find, though through the world they roam,
A star as perfect, and as radiant clear?
Like Ormonde’s Ossory, in his early doom,
The throb of triumph checks the rising tear;
No living son can be their dead Son’s proud compeer.
 

XIII.

 
HE was not called to leave temptations hollow,
And orgies wild, and bacchanalian nights:
Where vice led on, his spirit scorned to follow:
His soul, self-exiled from all low delights,
Mastered the strength of sensual appetites:
Great plans, good thoughts, alone had power to move him,
Holy Ambition, such as Heaven requites:
His heart, (as they best know who used to love him,)
Was young, and warm, but pure, as the white snow above him.
 

XIV.

 
He sleeps! And she, his young betrothèd bride,
Sleeps too,—her beauty hid in winding-sheet.
The blind tears, freely shed for both, are dried;
And round their silent graves the mourner’s feet
Have ceased to echo: but their souls shall meet
In the far world, where no sad burial chime
Knells for departed life; but, endless sweet,
In purity, and love, and joy sublime,
Eternal Hope survives all past decays of Time.
 

XV.

 
And there, rests One, whom none on earth remember
Except that heart whose fond life fed its own!
The cherished babe, who, through this bleak December,
Far from the Mother’s bosom, lieth lone,
Where the cold North-wind makes its wintry moan.
A flower, whose beauty cannot be renewed;
A bird, whose song beyond the cloud is gone;
A child, whose empty cradle is bedewed
By bitter-falling tears in hours of solitude!
 

XVI.

 
Ah! how can Death untwist the cord of Love,
Which bid those parted lives together cling?
Prest to the bosom of that brooding Dove,
Into those infant eyes would softly spring
A sense of happiness and cherishing:
The tender lips knew no completed word,—
The small feet could not run for tottering,—
But a glad silent smile the red mouth stirred,
And murmurs of delight whene’er her name was heard!
 

XVII.

 
Oh! Darling, since all life for death is moulded,
And every cradled head some tomb must fill,—
A little sooner only hast thou folded
Thy helpless hands, that struggled and are still:
A little sooner thy Creator’s will
Hath called thee to the Life that shall endure;
And, in that Heaven his gathered saints shall fill,
Hath ‘made thy calling and election sure.’
His work in thee being done, was thy death premature?
 

XVIII.

 
Baptised,—and so from sin innate reclaimed,—
Pure from impure,—Redemption’s forfeit paid,—
Too young to be for wilful errors blamed,—
Thy Angel, little Child so lowly laid,
For ever looketh upward, undismayed!
No earthly trespass, clouding Heaven’s clear light,
Casts the Great Glory into dreadful shade:
We weep for thee by day,—we weep by night,—
Whilst thou beholdest GOD with glad enraptured sight!
 

XIX.

 
Whom call we prematurely summoned? All
In whom some gleams of quivering sense remain:
Leaves not quite rotted yellow to their fall,
Flowers not yet withered dry in every vein:
All who depart ere stress of mortal pain
Makes that which crushes pain a blessed boon:
The extremest verge of life we would attain,—
And come he morning, evening, night, or noon,
Death, which must come to all, still comes to all too soon.
 

XX.

 
For either,—being young,—a bitter strife
Divides the parent’s heart 'twixt woe and wonder,
Or, being set and planted in mid-life,
So many earthward roots are torn asunder,
The stroke falls blasting like the shock of thunder!
Or, being old, and good, and fit to die,
The greater is their loss who sheltered under
That tree’s wide-spreading branches! Still we sigh,
And, craving back our Dead, lament them where they lie!
 

XXI.

 
Yet there, the pangs of mortal grief are o’er!
Pictures and lockets worn in Love’s wild fever,
Rest on unthrobbing hearts: ears hear no more
Harsh words, which uttered once must haunt for ever,
Despite forgiving wish, and sad endeavour:—
Maniacs, whom fellow-creatures feared and bound,
Learn the dread fastening of their chain to sever;
Those bloodshot eyes, that glared so wildly round,
Sealed in eternal calm, and closed in holy ground.
 

XXII.

 
Peace comes to those, who, restless and forlorn,
Wasting in doubt’s cold torment, day by day,
Watched alienated eyes for fond return
Of Love’s warm light for ever passed away.
Ah, fools! no second morn’s renewing ray
Gilds the blank Present, like the happy Past;
Madly ye built, 'mid ruin and decay,—
Striving Hope’s anchor in the sand to cast,
And, drifting with the storm, made shipwreck at the last!
 

XXIII.

 
There your Philosophers and Poets dwell:
Your great Inventors,—men of giant mind;
The hearts that rose with such a mighty swell,
How little earth sufficeth now to bind!
Heroes and Patriots, Rulers of their kind,
Ambitious Statesmen, flatterers of the Throne,
All, in this lowly rest, their level find:
The weakness of their mortal strength laid down
Beneath the mouldering leaves of Glory’s laurelled crown.
 

XXIV.

 
And high above them, on the cypress bough,
The little winter robin, all day long,
Slanting his bright eye at the dazzling snow,
Sings with a loud voice and a cheerful song:
While round about, in many a clustering throng,
The tufted snowdrop lifts its gentle head,
And bird and flower, in language mute yet strong,
Reprove our wailing for the happy dead,
And, by their joy, condemn the selfish tears we shed.
 

XXV.

 
For Snowdrops are the harbingers of Spring,—
A sort of link between dumb life and light,—
Freshness preserved amid all withering,—
Bloom in the midst of grey and frosty blight,—
Pale Stars that gladden Nature’s dreary night!
And well the Robin may companion be,
Whose breast of glowing red, like embers bright,
Carries a kindling spark from tree to tree,
Lighting the solemn yew where darkness else would be.
 

XXVI.

 
The Rose is lovely fair, and rich in scent,
The Lily, stately as a cloistered nun,
The Violet, with its sweet head downward bent,
The Polyanthus, in the noon-day sun,
And Blue-bell swinging where the brooklets run:
But all these grow in summer hours of mirth;
Only the Snowdrop cometh forth alone,
Peering above the cold and niggard earth,
Then bending down to watch the soil that gave it birth.
 

XXVII.

 
Seeming to say,—‘Behold, your DEAD lie here,
‘Beneath the heavy mould whose burial sound
‘Smote with such horror on your shrinking ear
‘When the dark coffin sank beneath the ground:
‘Yet therefrom spring these flowers that quiver round,
‘Their frail bells trembling o’er the damp cold sod.
‘Fear not, nor doubt—your lost ones shall be found;
‘For they, like us, shall burst the valley clod,
‘And, in white spotless robes, rise up to light and God!’
 

XXVIII.

 
Oh! nothing cheerless dwelleth by the tomb,
And nothing cheerless in the wintry sky;
They are asleep whose bed is in that gloom;
They are at rest who in that prison lie,
And have no craving for their liberty!
They hear no storm; the clear frost chills them not,
When the still solemn stars shine out on high;
The dreamless slumber of the grave shall blot
All record of dull pain and suffering from their lot!
 

XXIX.

 
Theirs was the Dreadful Snow,—who, hand to hand,
Bravely, but vainly, massacre withstood,
In the dark passes of the INDIAN land,
Where thoughts of unforgotten horror brood!
Whose cry for mercy, in despairing mood,
Rose in a language foreign to their foes,
Groaning and choking in a sea of blood,
No prayer—no hymn to soothe their last repose,
No calm and friendly hands their stiffening eyes to close!
 

XXX.

 
Theirs was the Dreadful Snow,—who trembling bore
Their shuddering limbs along; and pace by pace
Saw in that white sheet plashed with human gore
The dread familiar look of some brave face,—
Distorted,—ghastly,—with a lingering trace
Of life and sorrow in its pleading glance,—
A dying dream of parted Love’s embrace,—
A hope of succour, brought by desperate chance,—
Or wild unconscious stare of Death’s delirious trance.
 

XXXI.

 
Theirs was the Dreadful Snow,—who left behind
Brothers and husbands, foully, fiercely slain:
Who, led by traitors, wandered on, half blind
With bitter tears of sorrow, shed in vain,
Crossing the steep ascent, or dreary plain;
Mothers of helpless children,—delicate wives,
Who brought forth wailing infants, born in pain,
Amid a crowded wreck of human lives,
And scenes that chill the soul, though vital strength survives.
 

XXXII.

 
Theirs was the Dreadful Snow,—who never laid
Their Dead to rest with service and with psalm:
Their bones left bleaching in the alien shade
Of mountains crested with the Indian Palm.
Oh! English village graves, how sweet and calm
Shines on your native earth the setting sun!
Yet GLORY gave their wounds a healing balm—
Glory,—like that thy youthful trophies won
In thy first ‘prime of life,’—victorious Wellington!
 

XXXIII.

 
‘In thy life’s prime,’—ere yet the fading grey
Had blanched the tresses of thy gallant head:
Or from thy step Time’s gradual faint decay
Stole the proud bearing of a Soldier’s tread!
Gone are the troops thy voice to battle led,—
Thy conquering hand shall wield the sword no more,—
The foes and comrades of thy youth are dead,—
By Elba’s rock and lone St. Helen’s shore
No prisoned Emperor hears the boundless ocean roar.
 

XXXIV.

 
But, though its battle-strength be out of date,
The eager gesture of that warrior hand,—
Raised in the warmth of brief and blunt debate
In the hushed Senate of thy native land,—
Hath something in it of the old command;
The voice retains a certain power to thrill
Which cheered to Victory many a gallant band:
In thy keen sense, and proud unconquered will,
Though thy Life’s Prime be past, men own their Leader still!
 

XXXV.

 
Plodding his way along the winter path,
Behold, a different lot hard fortune shews:
A blind old veteran in the tempest’s wrath,
Around whose feet no fabled laurel grows.
Long hath he dwelt in an enforced repose;
And, when the tales of glorious deeds are heard,
His sightless countenance with pleasure glows,—
His brave old heart is for a moment stirred,—
Then, sad he shrinks away, muttering some mournful word.
 

XXXVI.

 
For ever idle in this work-day world—
For ever lonely in the moving throng—
Like a seared leaf by eddying breezes whirled,
Hither and thither vaguely borne along:
No guide to steer his course, if right or wrong,
Save the dumb immemorial friend of man,
Who, by some instinct delicate and strong,
From those impassive glances learns to scan
Some wish to move or rest,—some vestige of a plan:
 

XXXVII.

 
The wildbird’s carol in the pleasant woods
Is all he knows of Spring! The rich perfume
Of flowers, with all their various scented buds,
Tells him to welcome Summer’s heavy bloom:
And by the wearied gleaners trooping home,—
The heavy tread of many gathering feet,—
And by the laden Waggon-loads that come
Brushing the narrow hedge with burden sweet,—
He guesses Harvest in, and Autumn’s store complete.
 

XXXVIII.

 
But in God’s Temple the great lamp is out;
And he must worship glory in the Dark!
Till Death, in midnight mystery, hath brought
The veiled Soul’s re-illuminating spark,—
The pillar of the CLOUD enfolds the ark!
And, like a man that prayeth underground
In Bethlehem’s rocky shrine, he can but mark
The lingering hours by circumstance and sound,
And break with gentle hymns the solemn silence round.
 

XXXIX.

 
Yet still Life’s Better Light shines out above!
And in that village church where first he learned
To bear his cheerless doom for Heaven’s dear love,
He sits, with wistful face for ever turned
To hear of those who Heavenly pity earned:
Blind Bartimeus, and him desolate
Who for Bethesda’s waters vainly yearned:
And inly sighs, condemned so long to wait,
Baffled and helpless still, beyond the Temple gate!
 

XL.

 
And can the Blind man miss the Summer sun?
This wintry sheet of wide unbroken white
His sealed blank eyes undazzled rest upon;
Yet round him hangs all day a twofold night,
He felt the warmth, who never saw the light!
He loved to sit beside the cottage door
When blossoms of the gorse were golden bright,
And hear glad children’s shouts come o’er the moor,
And bask away his time in happy dreams of yore.
 

XLI.

 
The Sunbeam slanting down on bench or bank
Was, unto him, a sweet consoling friend;
Such as our mournful hearts incline to thank,
But that such thanks affection’s depth offend.
All vanished pictures it had power to send
That greeted his keen eyesight, long ago!
Gay plumèd troops defiling without end,—
And glancing bayonets and martial show,—
And hands he used to grasp,—and looks he used to know.
 

XLII.

 
Yea, sometimes, back again to earlier life,
Even to his childish days, his thoughts would steal;
And hear, in lieu of arms and clashing strife,
The low hum of his Mother’s spinning wheel,—
And on his withered cheek her lips could feel
As when she kissed its boyish sunburnt bloom:
And fancy little acts of love and zeal,
By which she now would soothe his bitter doom:
But she is dead,—and he,—alone in all his gloom!
 

XLIII.

 
Oh! by the beauty of a Summer day,—
The glorious blue that on the fountain lies,—
The tender quivering of the fresh green spray,—
The softness of the night when stars arise;
By the clear gladness of your children’s eyes,—
And the familiar sweetness of that face
Most welcome to you underneath the skies,—
Pity that fellow-creature’s mournful case
Whom Darkness follows still, where’er his dwelling-place!
 

XLIV.

 
‘PITY THE BLIND!’ How oft, in dolent tone,
That cry is heard along the peopled street,
While the Brute-Guide with patient care leads on
The tardy groping of his Master’s feet!
But little dream we, as those steps we meet,
We too are blind, though clear the visual ray
That gives us leave familiar looks to greet,
Smiling and pausing on our onward way:
We too are blind,—and dark the paths wherein we stray.
 

XLV.

 
Yea, blind! and adder-deaf,—and idiot-dull,—
To many a sight and sound that cries aloud.
Is there no moral blindness of the Soul?
Is he less shut from light, who, through the crowd
Threads his blank way, among the poor and proud,—
The foul and fair,—all forms to him the same,—
Than they whose hearts have never yet avowed
Perception of the universal claim
Wrapped in that common phrase, a 'fellow-creature’s’ name.
 

XLVI.

 
Christmas is smiling at the Rich man’s door,—
Its joyolus holiday his home endears:
Christmas is frowning on the thin-clad Poor,
With looks of cold distress and frozen tears:
How plain the duty of the time appears!
But Selfishness is Blindness of the Heart;
And, having eyes, we see not; having ears,
We hear not warnings, which should make us start,
While God’s good angels watch the acting of our part.
 

XLVII.

 
Now, slowly trudging through the crispèd snow,
Under the wintry arch of Heaven’s clear dome,
Joy’s cadenced music set to tones of woe,
Beneath the windows of the rich man’s home
Street-Singers, with their Christmas Carols, roam.
Ah! who shall recognise that sound again,
Nor think of him, who hallowed years to come,
When the past Christmas taught his fervent pen
A 'CAROL’ of dear love and brotherhood 'twixt men!
 

XLVIII.

 
To what good actions that small book gave birth,
God only knows, who sends the wingèd seed
To its appointed resting-place on earth!
What timely help in hours of sorest need,—
What gentle lifting of the bruisèd reed,—
What kind compassion shewn to young and old,—
Proved the true learning of its simple creed,—
We know not,—but we know good thoughts, well told,
Strike root in many a heart, and bear a hundred-fold!
 

XLIX.

 
Oh, lovely lesson! art thou hard to learn?
Is it indeed so difficult to share
The school-boy hoard our efforts did not earn?
Shall we still grudge life’s luck, to lives of care,
And dream that what we spend on these, we spare?
ALMS being the exception, SELF the rule,
Still shall we give our guinea here and there
('Annual’) to church, and hospital, and school,
And lavish hundreds more, on pleasures which befool.
 

L.

 
Take but the aggregate of several sums
Allotted for the privilege to stay,
Watching some dancer’s feet, who onward comes
Light as a bird upon a bending spray:
When,—oh! thou custom-governed Conscience,—say,
Did niggard Charity at once bestow
What careless Pleasure squanders every day?
When did the tale of real and squalid woe
Awake within thy breast such sympathetic glow?
 

LI.

 
Prosaic Questioner, thy words beguile
No listener’s ear: SHE curtsies, gazing round:
Who would not spend a fortune on her smile!
How curved the stately form prepared to bound
With footfall echoing to the music’s sound,
In the Cachucha’s proud triumphant pace!
What soft temptation in her look is found
When the gay Tarantalla’s wilder grace
Wakes all th’ impassioned glow that lights her Southern face!
 

LII.

 
And now, a peasant girl, abashed she stands:
How pretty and how timid are her eyes:
How gracefully she clasps her small fair hands,
How acts her part of shy and sweet surprise:
How earnest is her love without disguise:
How piteously, when from that dream awaking,
She finds him false on whom her faith relies,
All the arch mirth those features fair forsaking,
She hides her face and sobs as though her heart were breaking!
 

LIII.

 
A Sylphide now, among her bowers of roses,
Or, by lone reeds, a Lake’s enamoured fairy,
Her lovely limbs to slumber she composes,
Or flies aloft, with gestures soft and airy:
Still on her guard when seeming most unwary,
Scarce seen, before the small feet twinkle past,
Haunting, and yet of love’s caresses chary,
Her maddened lover follows vainly fast,—
While still the perfect step seems that she danced the last!
 

LIV.

 
Poor Child of Pleasure! thou art young and fair,
And youth and beauty are enchanting things:
But hie thee home, bewitching Bayadère,
Strip off thy glittering armlets, pearls, and rings,
Thy peasant boddice, and thy Sylphide wings:
Grow old and starve: require true Christian aid:
And learn, when real distress thy bosom wrings,
For whom was all that costly outlay made:
For SELF, and not for thee, the golden ore was paid!
 

LV.

 
For the quick beating of the jaded heart,
When sated Pleasure woke beneath thy gaze,
And heaved a languid sigh, alone, apart,
Half for thy beauty, half for ‘other days:’
For the trained skill thy pliant form displays,
Pleasing the eye and casting o’er the mind
A spell which, Circé-like, thy power could raise,
A drunkenness of Soul and Sense combined,
Where Fancy’s filmy Veil gross Passion’s form refined.
 

LVI.

 
For these, while thou hadst beauty, youth, and health,
Thou supple-limbed and nimble-stepping slave
Of two cold masters, Luxury and Wealth,
The wages of thy task they duly gave,
Thy food was choice, and thy apparel brave:
Appeal not now to vanished days of joy
For arguments to succour and to save,—
Proud Self indulgence hath a newer toy,
And younger slaves have skill, and these thy Lords employ.
 

LVII.

 
And thou, first flatterer of her early prime,
Ere praises grew familiar as the light,
And the young feet flew round in measured time
Amid a storm of clapping every night;
Thou, at whose glance the smile grew really bright
That decked her lips for tutored mirth before,—
Wilt THOU deny her and forget her quite?
Thy idol, for whose sake the lavish store
In prodigal caprice thy hand was wont to pour?
 

LVIII.

 
Yea, wherefore not? for SELF, and not for her,
Those sums were paid, her facile love to win:
Thy heart’s cold ashes vainly would she stir,
The light is quenched she looked so lovely in!
Eke out the measure of thy fault, and sin
‘First with her, then against her,’ cast her off,
Though on thy words her faith she learned to pin:
The WORLD at her, and not at thee, shall scoff,—
Yea, lowlier than before, its servile cap shall doff.
 

LIX.

 
And since these poor forsaken ones are apt
With ignorant directness to perceive
Only the fact that gentle links are snapt,
Love’s perjured nonsense taught them to believe
Would last for ever: since to mourn and grieve
Over these broken vows is to grow wild:
It may be she will come, some winter eve,
And, weeping like a broken-hearted child,
Reproach thee for the days when she was thus beguiled.
 

LX.

 
Then,—in thy spacious library,—where dwell
Philosophers, Historians, and Sages,
Full of deep lore which thou hast studied well;
And classic Poets, whose melodious pages
Are shut, like birds, in lacquered trellis cages,—
Let thy more educated mind explain
By all experience of recorded ages,
How commonplace is this her frantic pain,
And how such things have been, and must be yet again!
 

LXI.

 
If the ONE BOOK should strike those foreign eyes,
And thy professed Religion she would scan,—
Learning its shallow influence to despise;
Argue thy falsehood on a skilful plan,
Protestant, and protesting gentleman!
Prove all the folly, all the fault, her own;
Let her crouch humbly 'neath misfortune’s ban;
She hath unlovely, undelightful grown,
That sin no words absolve: for that no tears atone!
 

LXII.

 
But Prudery,—with averted angry glance,—
Bars pleading, and proclaims the sentence just;
Life’s gambler having lost her desperate chance,
Now let the Scorned One grovel in the dust!
Now let the Wanton share the Beggar’s crust!
Yet every wretch destroyed by Passion’s lure,
Had a First Love,—Lost Hope,—and Broken Trust:
And Heaven shall judge whose thoughts and lives are pure,
Not always theirs worst sin, who worldly scorn endure.
 

LXIII.

 
The Worthlessness of those we might relieve
Is chill Denial’s favourite pretence:
The proneness of the needy to deceive
By many a stale and counterfeit pretence,—
Their vice,—their folly,—their improvidence.
There’s not a ragged beggar that we meet,
Tuning his voice to whining eloquence,
And shuffling towards us with half-naked feet
As some rich equipage comes rolling down the street,—
 

LXIV.

 
But we prepare that Sinner to condemn,
And speak a curse, where we were called to bless:
From a corrupted root,—a withered stem;
’Tis gross hypocrisy, and not distress,
Or want brought on by loathsome drunkenness,
Seen in the wandering of his bloodshot eye
Glazed stupid with habitual excess:
Even children raise a simulated cry,—
Worthless we deem them all,—and worthless pass them by.
 

LXV.

 
Nor without reason is the spirit grieved,
And wrath aroused for Truth and Justice’ sake:
The tales by which vile Cunning hath deceived,
On calculated chances planned to make
Frozen Compassion’s sealed-up fountains wake;
The affectation of distorted pains;
The stealthy dram which trembling fingers take
To send the chill blood coursing through the veins
From a worn heart which scarce its vital heat retains;—
 

LXVI.

 
Craving of gifts to pawn, exchange, or sell;—
These are the baser errors of the Poor!
What thine are, Almsgiver, thou best canst tell,
And how thy spirit its temptations bore,
Giving thee now a right to bar the door
Against thy fellow-trespasser: his brow
Hath lost, perchance, the innocence of yore:
The wrestling sin that forced his Soul to bow,
He hath not bravely met and overborne: hast THOU?
 

LXVII.

 
Oh, different temptations lurk for all!
The Rich have idleness and luxury,
The Poor are tempted onward to their fall
By the oppression of their Poverty:
Hard is the struggle—deep the agony
When from the demon watch that lies in wait
The soul with shuddering terror strives to flee,
And idleness—or want—or love—or hate—
Lure us to various crimes, for one condemning fate!
 

LXVIII.

 
Didst THOU, when sleety blasts at midnight howled,
And wretches, clad in Misery’s tattered guise,
Like starving wolves, it may be, thieved and prowled;
Never lie dreaming,—shut from winter skies,—
While the warm shadow of remembered eyes,
Like a hot sun-glow, all thy frame opprest;
And love-sick and unhallowed phantasies
Born of a lawless hope, assailed thy breast,
And robbed God’s solemn night, of Prayer and tranquil rest.
 

LXIX.

 
When the great Sunrise, shining from above
With an impelling and awakening ray,
Found thee so listless in thy sinful love,
Thy flushing cheek could only turn away
From the clear light of that distasteful day,
And, leaning on thy languid hand, invite
Darkness again, that fading dreams might stay,—
Was God’s fair Noon not robbed of Duty’s Right,
Even as the holy rest was cheated from his night?
 

LXX.

 
Whom thou dost injure,—thou that dost not strike,—
What thou dost covet,—thou that dost not steal,—
HE knows, who made Temptations so unlike,
But SIN the same: to HIM all hearts reveal
The Proteus-like disguises which conceal
That restless Spirit which doth so beguile
And easily beset us: all we feel
Of good or bad,—He knows,—and all the vile
Degrading earthly stains which secret thought defile.
 

LXXI.

 
HIS eye detects the stealthy murderer’s arm
Uplifted in the hour of midnight gloom:
HE sees, through blushes delicately warm,
Feigned Innocence her forfeit throne resume,
And marks the canker underneath the bloom:
But oft the sentence erring man decreed,
Finds before HIM reversal of its doom:
HE judgeth all our sorrow—all our need—
And pitying bends to hear the sorely tempted plead.
 

LXXII.

 
What if by HIM more sternly shall be judged
Crimes to which no necessity impelled,
Than theirs, to whom our human justice grudged
Compassion for the weeping we beheld?
What if the savage blow that madly felled
The object of fierce rage, be lighter deemed
Than cruelty where life-blood never welled,
But where the hope was quenched that faintly gleamed,
And the heart drained of tears which still unpitied streamed?
 

LXXIII.

 
What if the village brawl, the drunken bout,
The Sabbath-breaking of the skittle-ground,
Shall all be sins foregone and blotted out,
And in their stead worse Sabbath-breaking found
In that which stands not chid for brawling sound;
The silent printed libel; which invests
A strip of paper with the power to wound,—
Where some fair name like dew on nightshade rests,
In a coarse gathered heap of foul indecent jests?
 

LXXIV.

 
How, if the ignorant clown less vile appears,
Than educated stabbers in the dark,
Who joyed in matron grief, and girlish tears,
And lit in happy homes that quenchless spark
The bitterness of DOUBT: who bid the ark
Float over troubled waters for all time;
And those who once sang joyous as the lark
Bow down in silence; tarnished for no crime;
Stung by a trailing snake, and spotted with its slime?
 

LXXV.

 
Oh! learnèd, clothed, and cultivated minds,
To whom the laws their purpose have declared,
Sit ye in judgment but on labouring hinds?
Yea, for the poor your censure is not spared!
Yet shall the faults they made, the crimes they dared,
The errors which ye found so hard to pass,
Seem as the faults of children, when compared
With the corruption of a different class,
When God calls angels forth from this world’s buried mass.
 

LXXVI.

 
Weigh, weigh and balance nicely as you will
The poor man’s errors with the poor man’s need:
The fiat of the Just One liveth still,
And Human laws, though blindly men may read,
The law of Heaven can never supersede.
By the cold light of Wisdom’s complex rules
Vainly we study hard a different creed,—
‘Do AS YE WOULD BE DONE BY’ mocks the schools,
And mars the shallow craft of worldly-witted fools.
 

LXXVII.

 
A careless Giver is the poor man’s curse!
Think not, by this, absolved of alms to stand;
The niggard heart of indolence does worse,
Stinting both trouble and the liberal hand.
Obey the voice of a divine command;
‘Remember Mercy!’ haply thou shalt save
If only one, of all that mournful band,
From gaol, or workhouse, or an early grave!
Hear, thou,—and Heaven shall hear thy voice for mercy crave.
 

LXXVIII.

 
Yea, hear the voice that for compassion calls:
Prove him unworthy ere he be denied:
Lest, through thy coldness, dismal workhouse walls
Blankly enclose him round on every side,
And from his eyes God’s outward glory hide.
There, like a creature pent in wooden shed,
He in a bitter darkness shall abide,
Duly though sparely clothed, and scantly fed,
But pining for the paths his feet were wont to tread.
 

LXXIX.

 
There shall his soul, of Nature’s sweetness reft,
Robbed of the light that came in angel-gleams
And on the mind such blessed influence left,—
Be filled with dark defying prison-dreams.
Cruel the world’s enforced relieving seems,
Preserving life, but not what made life fair;
Stagnant and shut from all life’s running streams,
His heart sinks down from feverish restless care,
Into the weary blank of brutalised Despair!
 

LXXX.

 
Where is the gorse-flower on the golden moor?
Where the red poppy laughing in the corn?
Where the tall lily at the cottage door,—
The briar-rose dancing in the breezy morn,—
The yellow buttercups of sunshine born,—
The daisies spangling all the village green,—
The showering blossoms of the scented thorn,—
The cowslips that enwreathed the May-day Queen?
What hath he done, that these shall never more be seen?
 

LXXXI.

 
Oh, flowers! oh, dumb companions on lone hills,—
In meadow walks, and lovely loitering lanes,—
Whose memory brings fresh air and bubbling rills
Amid Life’s suffocating fever-pains;
For Rich and Poor your equal joy remains!
Decrepid age and childhood’s careless mirth
Alike shall own the power your spell retains:
Midst all the fading changes of the earth
Your smiles, at least, live on,—immortal in their birth.
 

LXXXII.

 
Who, when some inward anger fiercely burned,—
Hath trod the fresh green carpet where ye lie,
Your soft peace-making faces upward turned,
With a dumb worship to the solemn sky,—
Nor felt his wrath in shame and sorrow die?
Old voices calling to his haunted heart
From grassy meadows known in infancy,
Playfields whose memory bids a teardrop start,
Scenes from a former life whose sunshine dwells apart.
 

LXXXIII.

 
When there had been no quarrels—and no deaths—
No vacant places in our early home:
When blossoms, with their various scented breaths,
Were all the pure hearts knew of beauty’s bloom,
Where earthlier passion yet had found no room:
When, from low copse, or sunny upland lawn,
We shouted loud for joy, that steps might come
Bounding and springing, agile as the fawn,—
And ‘Sleep came with the dew,’ and gladness with the dawn.
 

LXXXIV.

 
Oh! Flowers, oh! gentle never-failing friends,
Which from the world’s beginning still have smiled
To cheer Life’s pilgrim as he onward wends,—
Seems not your soothing influence, meek and mild,
Like comfort spoken by a little child,
Who, in some desperate sorrow, though he knows
Nothing of all Life’s grieving, dark and wild,
An innocent compassion fondly shews,
And fain would win us back from fever to repose?
 

LXXXV.

 
For morbid folly let my song be chid,—
Incur the cynic’s proudly withering sneer,—
But these are feelings (unexprest) which bid
The poor man hold his cottage freedom dear;
The matin lark hath thrilled his gladdened ear,
With its exulting and triumphant song;
The nightingale’s sweet notes he loved to hear,
In the dim twilight, when the labouring throng
All weary from their work, in silence trudged along.
 

LXXXVI.

 
The glowing Claudes,—the Poussins,—which your eyes
Behold and value,—treasure as you may,—
His pictures were the sights you do not prize—
The leaf turned yellow by the autumn ray,
The woodbine wreath that swung across his way,
The sudden openings in the hazel-wood:—
He knew no history of Rome’s decay,
But, where grey tombstones in the churchyard stood,
He spelt out all the Past on which his mind could brood.
 

LXXXVII.

 
Some humble love-scene of his village lot,
Or some obscure Tradition, could invest
Field, copse, and stile,—or lone and shadowy spot,—
With all the Poetry his heart confest:
The old companions that he loved the best
Met not in crowds at Fashion’s busy call:
But loud their merriment, and gay the jest,
At statute fair and homely festival:
And now, life’s path is dark, for he hath lost them all!
 

LXXXVIII.

 
Therefore deal gently with his destiny,
Which, rightly looked on, differs from your own,
Less in the points of feeling, than degree:
Contrast the great and generous pity shewn,—
The bounteous alms some inquest-hour makes known,—
Bestowed by those whose means of self-support
Are so precarious,—with the pittance thrown
From niggard hands, which only spend for sport,
Scattering vain largesse down in Pleasure’s idle court.
 

LXXXIX.

 
Contrast the rich man, with his ready wealth
Feeing a skilled Physician’s hand to ease
The pang that robs him of that blessing Health,
With the poor man’s lone hour of fell disease;
The wretched ague-fits that burn and freeze,
He understands not; but his aching head
Is conscious that the wasting arm he sees
Grown daily thinner, earns his children’s bread,
And that they pine and starve around his helpless bed.
 

XC.

 
Contrast that terror of the chastening rod
Which those to whom so much was giv’n, must feel,
With the one anxious hope of meeting God!
Of finding all the bliss, the glory real,—
The Mercy that their sorrows past shall heal,—
The Eternal rest,—the happy equal share,—
All that was promised by the Preacher’s zeal,
When weekly pausing in a life of care,
Poor voices joined the rich in thanksgiving and prayer.

XCI.

 
The stamp of imperfection rests on all
Our human intellects have power to plan;
’Tis Heaven’s own mark, fire-branded at the fall,
When we sank lower than we first began,
And the Bad Angel stained the heart of man:
The Good our nature struggles to achieve
Becomes, not what we would, but what we can:—
Ah! shall we therefore idly, vainly grieve,
Or coldly turn away, reluctant to relieve?
 

XCII.

 
Even now a Radiant Angel goeth forth,
A spirit that hath healing on his wings,—
And flieth East and West and North and South
To do the bidding of the King of Kings:
Stirring men’s hearts to compass better things,
And teaching BROTHERHOOD as that sweet source
Which holdeth in itself all blessed springs;
And shewing how to guide its silver course,
When it shall flood the world with deep exulting force.
 

XCIII.

 
And some shall be too indolent to teach,—
And some too proud of other men to learn,—
And some shall clothe their thoughts in mystic speech,
So that we scarce their meaning may discern;
But all shall feel their hearts within them burn,
(Even those by whom the Holy is denied)
And in their worldly path shall pause and turn,
Because a Presence walketh by their side,
Not of their earthlier mould, but pure and glorified:

XCIV.

 
And some shall blindly overshoot the mark,
Which others, feeble-handed, fail to hit,
And some, like that lone Dove who left the ark,
With restless and o’erwearied wing to flit
Over a world by lurid storm-gleams lit,—
Shall seek firm landing for a deed of worth,
And see the water-floods still cover it:—
For ‘there are many languages on Earth,
But only one in Heaven,’ where all good plans have birth.
 

XCV.

 
Faint not, oh Spirit, in dejected mood
Thinking how much is planned, how little done:
Revolt not, Heart, though still misunderstood,
For Gratitude, of all things 'neath the sun,
Is easiest lost,—and insecurest, won:
Doubt not, clear mind, that workest out the Right
For the right’s sake: the thin thread must be spun,
And Patience weave it, ere that sign of might,
Truth’s Banner, wave aloft, full flashing to the light.
 

XCVI.

 
Saw ye the blacksmith with a struggling frown
Hammer the sparkle-drifting iron straight,—
Saw ye the comely anchor, holding down
The storm-tried vessel with its shapely weight?
Saw ye the bent tools, old and out of date,
The crucibles, and fragments of pale ore,—
Saw ye the lovely coronet of state
Which in the festal hour a monarch wore,
The sceptre and the orb which in her hand she bore?
 

XCVII.

 
Saw ye the trudging labourer with his spade
Plant the small seedling in the rugged ground,—
Saw ye the forest-trees within whose shade
The wildest blasts of winter wander round,
While the strong branches toss and mock the sound?
Saw ye the honey which the bee had hived,
By starving men in desert wandering found;
And how the soul gained hope, the worn limbs thrived,
Upon the gathered store by insect skill contrived?
 

XCVIII.

 
Lo! out of Chaos was the world first called,
And Order out of blank Disorder came.
The feebly-toiling heart that shrinks appalled,
In Dangers weak, in Difficulties tame,
Hath lost the spark of that creative flame
Dimly permitted still on earth to burn,
Working out slowly Order’s perfect frame:
Distributed to those whose souls can learn,
As labourers under God, His task-work to discern.
 

XCIX.

 
CHILD OF THE ISLANDS! Thou art one by birth
In whom the weak ones see a human guide:
A Lily in the garden of their earth,
That toilest not, but yet art well supplied
With costly luxuries and robes of pride.
Thy word shall lead full many a wavering soul,
Behoves thee therefore hold thyself allied
With the Mind-Workers, that thy good control
May serve HIS world whose light shines out from pole to pole.
 

C.

 
So, when Life’s Winter closes on thy toil,
And the great pause of Death’s chill silence comes,—
When seeds of good lie buried in the soil,
And labourers rest within their narrow homes,—
When dormant Consciousness no longer roams
In awe-struck fancy towards that distant land
Where no snow falleth, and no ocean foams,
But waits the trumpet in the Angel’s hand,—
THOU may’st be one of those who join Heaven’s shining band.
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