Oh daddy where are you

I grew in a family with a mother or two but I soon lost my daddy or the only one I knew  

Before he had left everything was fine, who would have thought it would soon be his time

He taught me so much without saying a word; the hard work he put in, this world he only deserved

The day i came to belief that he was actually gone I became broken and was no longer strong

My family turned the tables and made life miserable, now it shows inside but nothing physical

Daddy died but mother didn’t care, she took advantage of him not being there

She loved the middle boy and argued with the oldest girl, and abused the youngest girl

Love to me was no more so I chose to love without a care, I only loved because I wanted to show I cared

But all I got back was physical abuse and life that was unfair. I remember a day I had to stand, stand

While my mother and family slept. . Why I was standing I do not know but only for my mother’s love I

Did what I was told.  I tried and I tried to hide the pain inside by doing so; who I was had died. As I grew

Older I lost who I was. I covered it with sheets so I would not see the lost love. Sometimes I would cry o

Daddy where is the love. The love I used to see, the love you promised me. Until this day I crave for a

Father, his warm look of love and his heart full of sorrow. If daddy were here things would not have

Happened in such away, it was only because of him that I wasn’t afraid.