When it only hurts Sleep finally comes to me Eyes closed wide awake Blood river of love Resurrection entertained

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away

Need and want compete Life is love, full of one’s if Picture me broken

Someone to be yours Someone other than myself Someone to be mine

Stairway back to life Again to find you my love Encompassed by wings Memories linger Fear of the darkness growing

Like nobody else Betrayed, broken, bruised, save me Tearing memories Farewell what I’ve done Burned to the core, heart encased

Exit current path Remember amnesia Careless memories

You bring life to me Paper won’t keep or make leave Shelter from the fear Heat beneath winter Troubled dreams leave me alone

Nine lives aren’t enough Many meetings, many lives Gone, lifted away

Only memories Words to promises to lies The memory’s world

Hide and seek we play Hard to find & hold one’s love My tears dehydrate

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live

Just breathe simply breathe Leader of no one but one Simply breathe just breathe Do this anymore I don’t deserve your anger

What if, memories War of change, fixed at zero Selfless death then life Dark matter vision Dark empty void into light