I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight
Living not alive Selfless becomes forgotten Less to move this time
A fading flower Vulnerable conditions A human compost
Dreams no place for peace Feelings a ghost in the night Together next life
I have been waiting Bang bang, all over you now All lit up again Who will you run to I don’t really know me now
Something that was not Feelings met with fear & doubt Festinate the end
I need only you The long loneliness lingers My love hangover
A poster princess Her love a web of deceit Running from her truth
Addicted to self Your heart merely an organ Whispers in the dark Nothing left to lose Love & compassion or death
You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away
Butterfly woman Lemonade & blood stained floors Sour reunion Girl full of honey Wake before the rain of hurt
Someone come find me In fire I’m reunited Here I’ll be waiting From now no escape A thousand shades of one’s love
A love fades away Your searching comes back empty This time isn’t mine
Black days to blue nights Alone in a crowded room Find one like myself You betray yourself Your presence felt, I found you
In the dark of light Finally free bleeding out Heat between her cold