I am thrilled to be alive
Yet sad because I am not living
I wake up every morning
Hoping today will be the day
Yet I go to bed every night
I’ve accomplished nothing
I start all over again
The next day is here
I have no strength
My mind can’t stop thinking
My body won’t start moving
So much has been taken
I just sit and shake my head
Will I ever find myself?
Or will I die a slow death?
My out look is so negative
Yet my heart says I’ll be fine
My instincts are to listen
Because the heart is my lifeline