Love or Loneliness?
Being in love or being lonely is such a difficult decision to make when the world revolves around love.
Loneliness is a feeling you can get used to, you can shut yourself to humanity and decide who gets to hurt you.
In some twisted way, you’re the one who is in control, and I don’t know if there’s more prominent than being in charge.
In charge of your emotions when all you care about is yourself, without any nightless sleep crying over a lover.
But the dilemma relays in the indescribable feeling you get when you are loved, the knowledge that someone is there for you.
How amazing love can be when it doesn’t hurt like needles piercing through your skin when someone is causing you pain.
A pain so sharp you feel it in your bones that no painkiller in the world could save you from it.
I think that’s the beauty of love, as dark it might sound, someone has the power to make you the happiest or most miserable human.
With loneliness, you are in a safety net, the only one who can cause you infliction is yourself and your actions.
You’re hiding from the world and what it has to offer, and I’m not going to lie, love is dark, sometimes even a mystery.
You don’t know what it might lead you to, a fairytale ending or another heartbreak story you get to tell to your friends.
You learn from every heartbreak, but the most important lesson is that you have to enjoy it while it lasts.
Not trying to jump to conclusions or rush it, because sometimes the beggings are the most beautiful part of them.
When you’re in front of a stranger and you are not sure what the future has for you, but is better to take the risk than hide.
