Self-harm turned to suicide
I’ll give myself
A count to ten
Before I think
About giving in.
If my thoughts dont
Start to change,
I’ll mark my arms
With a wider range.
I’ll lay the
Blade against my wrist..
It only takes
One simple twist.
If I live,
When I wake,
I’ll know that it’s
A big mistake.
I’ll try again,
Harder and harder,
And with each cut,
I’ll grow even smarter.
I know one day
I’ll come to find
His life was laid
Out on the line.
He laid his
Life on the line
In hope that He
Could save mine.
But since he gave
Us our own choice,
I decided I had
To stop the noise.
I drew, and drew,
And dres some more..
I quietly got up
To lock the door.
I thought to myself,
“Tonight is the night
That I will be able
To end my life.”