I create
My own pain.
I make it impossible
For me to gain
Anything from
Life at all.
I make it impossible
Not to fall.
I drown myself
In a huge mistake...
There’s not much more
That I can take.
This time,
'"I refuse to sink,"
I’m not gonna give in
To that drink.
It only brings
A thing called death.
Though it’s not
As bad as meth,
It’ll still bring my
Life to an end.
It’s like texting the devil
“Hey,” and pressing send.