the power in prayer
Questioning reality
what the fuck is sanity
only 20 and I been around more than I asked to be
the only thing real to me is the pen that im grasping
long nights and even longer days
thought about suicide for 8 days
when I made my decision I thought to pray
got on my knees and began to say...
“forgive me God, forgive me”
cuz I don’t think im fit for this world im placed in
full of poverty and struggle
I work to hard for the little I have
I have no friends only enemies disguised as them
Its funnt in that moment
I thought it was the end
I looked up and started to grin
because I realized the thing I need to win
...it was him
