supresss my mind
do i love
do i feel
is this tragic really real?
can it be i cant feel
have i locked away
and sealed
i need to let loose
and let feelings flow
or will i carry this sadness
and never let go
why do i do this?
cant be good for my soul
sometimes i am fallin
into a bottomless hole
life moves on and i stand still
people say it will get better
but i know it never will
i want to break down
i want to react
i feel like its fiction
and not yet a fact
your the first thing i think of
in the morning when i wake
for a few seconds your still with me
my life feels normal and great
when i hear your voice in my head
and all the loving things you said
keep me going through each day
in every simple little way
