Three years is enough, I long waited for your love, all that time I couldn’t get enough. We have been threw hell and back, I always stood by your side, never overlooked your faults. I cried and forgave, forgot about the pain, but still inside of me my heart was grieving in hate. I wanted you for me, I could’ve made you happy, yet you were blind to see, deceived by lies, you never took time to get to know me. I went off my way, to please you in any way, to you I was a criminal, you always played the victim. You was full of guilt, knowing you were playing games. I was loyal and true, my heart loved you, still that wasn’t enough for you. All them other girls couldn’t treat you like a king. You think they would put up with a heartless guy like you, I thought this was love, in reality lust won in this case. I over analyze this relationship every single day, I should’ve known you were gonna walk away. You never cared for me or the way I felt, I thought there was something wrong. You are insecure, I should have not fell for love. You made me feel worse each passing day, bringing my self esteem low, how did I let you put me down this way. I gave you my sincere heart, you crushed it, stabbed it, made me bleed in pain. I don’t have any feelings to show, no emotions to hold, my heart doesn’t speak to me anymore. Now it is locked up in a box, healing in ache, all I hear is silence in my soul, you won, I’m walking away with a broken heart and with many memories that will eventually fade away.
(2014)