(2010)
I’ve got letters in my mailbox filled up to the brim with apologies and longings and where to begins and I’m so tired of your postage
Don’t you say you don’t like me if you don’t know how I walk, how I talk, how I think, know my flow Don’t begin to judge
Ive been waiting for a lifetime For a smile like yours Ive been waiting to feel something something simple, nothing more Ive been waiting for a year now
Irony Its raining in the middle of a drought Laying in bed though the night is gone
what did I do to deserve this I’m losing friends only trust gained I have lost
You got me worrying right through to the bone are we coming to an end I have got to know I wait by the phone
what is a shooting star someone’s lost dream bottled up, let loose streaming across the night sky
I thought I really loved you as if I knew you once before until you only liked me and then you vanished out the door you left the keys inside the lock
There’s many things I am and more that I’m not but I’ll stay this way for this I have fought You might change my hair
I’m not one to say I’m sorry When everything was all your fault I never made you worry That I’d ever break your heart And I’d be lying if I say
I thought my nights were lonely when my world was cold and dark with no one to love and cherish I would lie here on my own my heart would beat so steady
I could whisper all my secrets Write them down in the darkest ink I could tell you all the stories that had my heart shrink I could listen to you breathing
You say sit down we need to talk You share your frown I wish I could walk You say dont worry
I’ve been hearing lots of silence But your voice rings in my head I’ve been sitting here trying to w… Hours since I’ve left my bed Lately I’ve come to realize
Through the looking glass is what my eyes see through this magnifying glass made specifically just for me every color, every shape