(2014)
I am a ghost in this house A shadow of the past shapeless, mo… Carefully stepping on the stair st… Sliding along the oak floors Wearing invisible clothes that don…
Before you judge me tell me one th… Do you know how dew feels in the e… Do you know what timber makes that… When you sit by a fire on open gro… Tell me how bright the stars do sh…
I dreamt the dream again It repeats Always the same Built on borrowed uncertainty An uncompromising battle within me
She’s dying over and over again, From the insanity of the missing. The heart will repair, Though I wouldn’t dare say this. At the sky she stares,
I am a little restless with the so… It’s hard to keep breathing I try to shut my ears to it That tiny thing screeching Walk away real fast
This truth It will destroy you An August day While you sweep up rose petals On our Sun drenched porch
Through the midnight blue of your eyes The glowing glory of the sun Rectifying this pure
There is a her shaped hole in this… A black void If you look hard enough you can st… Black diamonds of the afterlife The entrance left open in case he…
I found you inside another Not belonging to me I needed you more More than I needed the others You are going to be mine
I fell backwards Seeing all in slow motion You standing, you kissing her So our love has run its course This fact sinks in with a whisper
I was always late For you And I never rushed, never thought… Time stalked me like a wasp I floated through life as if on a…
Explosion I am explosive You stupidly take it Ripping away at you Shredding skin
There’s a name for me Involuntary childless And I can’t escape this It’s everywhere I look Being an involuntary childless
It is in the aftermath that the wo… The devastation in the knowing That we are nearly parting The silence after being US
Laying her back on the wall of her… Why was it different It hurt more Shocked more Chest heavy