I Sit, Lost in Heart break, by J.J

J.J

I Sit, Lost in Heart break

Still

Stone

Solitude

I sit, trying not to look behind

While I try not to look ahead

In fact I try not to see at all

As I sit living dead

Trying to forget

My pain in the past

My plans for the future

My place in the world

I sit, lost in heart break

Swallowed by sorrow

There is nothing for me back

Sad memories, impossible longings

Wishing

Wanting

Weeping

There is nothing for me forward

Failing loves, high standards

Expiration

Eradication

Extirpation

There is nothing for me now

Emptiness and poetry are all I have left

Loneliness

Lifelessness

Loveless

I sit, with nothing to see

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