Who woulda known?
who woulda cared?
she was all on her own
her soul raw and bare
she was screaming for help
but no1 was there
she loved way to much
and couldn’t let go
no matter how bad,
she always had hope
people liked to say
she was loyal, she needs no1s help
they didn’t bring it up
to stay out of it themselves
she never left that man
she lost her mind instead
paralyzed to leave,
even though she felt so dead
they continued their life
husband beats wife
takes all her money
and dosent think twice
about calling her names,
and stealing her pride.
but she new no1 cared
so she smiled and lied
who woulda known?
who woulda cared?
its nobodys business
if they weren’t there
she started using meth
coke, crack, E
she used with no care
at the age of 13
she was honest with people
she told them the truth
she used what she wanted
its fun to do
she didn’t give a fuck
she never had too
and as she grew older
people liked to say -
oh she just dose that,
she was brought up that way
she has a good job with really good pay
shes doing just fine
don’t wanna stand in the way
so she kept it going,
a casual, al the time thing
and it wasn’t a big deal
she had ignored all the old pain
but it demanded to be felt!-
the things hidden in her brain
she wanted to tell someone
she really wanted help
but she knew people would judge her
so she kept it to herself
so she lost her mind…
was angry all the time,
depressed and had outbursts
deateriation – of each kind
the people closest to her
turned an eye blind
they didn’t ask questions
they new what’d they find
it was a burden for them,
to get involved in her life.
much easier, to believe their own lies
she continued to live,
and continued to breath–
but she was so damaged–
shed rather not be–
and who woulda known?”
who woulda cared?
its nobody problem,
that just wouldn’t be fair