I write this with great hesitation, it is still even now such a painful situation, to carry you inside and feel you grow filled me with pride. I was under huge scrutiny during a time t...

After Twenty 1 I had now met the boy that would c… he was one hundred percent man, ex… 7 years had passed since our last… but with this one there were no ot…

I really couldn’t remain with you,… My faith in men after my time with… I had 3 very special months with y… you loved me to bits and I really… that’s why I stopped it before it…

I meet the consultant shrink and its goes as follows, he greets me with the ultimate etiquette mess up “ Hi, Dr Black, very nice to me you” I shake his hand but think oh dear oh dear, ...

It’s my gift and I decide who I w… It’s precious and rare and somethi… “It’s mine” I shout stamping my f… If I give it to you, nurture it,… It’s a a big risk for me to give m…

I believe that some,, maybe just a few, produce wonderful art.... but with great pain and emotional turmoil they CHOOSE to stew. gladly consumed with tragedy and pain, that’s the ti...

Day Six, Night Seven So another night has been spent to… It was now becoming intense, a mor… I couldnt sleep, you were struggli… both of us nervous, wondering if w…

My 2014 Thanks Its been nice this time, for once… No crisis to look back on, no craz… I will not forget this year as the… my eyes where opened, I began seei…

So here I am writing it down Hope it will evolve, manifest, bri… Something at least to acknowledge… Something that’s valid, big, that… I have kept it in for such a great…

A free writer you say, should that make me feel good? is it proof I know what I’m doing, proof my work not bad, if not a touch misunderstood? surely it does not matter, neither here no...

I want to compare you to love, bea… But you gave me nothing but that l… Lured into your world with your cl… In everything else I would lose c… You new from the start, had it all…