A beauitful rose
Give your whole entire world to a person, give every last breath away, every moment, blink, thought, to someone, and keep pushing forward with your own. While that person is beating you down, emotionally. Making you feel worthless but yet you don’t feel like your wasting your time, because that’s what’s right in your twisted emotional side of your brain.
(Take a rose, a beautiful rose, flawless as it can be, and shed each pedal away, one by one. And take those pedals and shred them to pieces, slowly. Melt them away, and all your left with is a bud, where is it supposed to go from there, who is it supposed to be, strength is found in that bud, if it’s starts growing pedals back. But even a broken bleeding rose that re grew, knows, that those pedals can be shed again, but it doesn’t have to shed the same way.)
Giving all your love to one person isn’t wrong. You know you’ve turned down the wrong path when your giving every last sweat drop to be with that one, and they haven’t even lifted a finger. No one to talk to, no one to listen, and if there’s talk, it’s defensive and explaining. Feeling abused and used, being told your nothing, but knowing your everything, being lied to and deceived isn’t a common thing. But the hardest part is breaking that pattern and not thinking that’s what you have to do and who you are.
