from my youthful years...
Pain, anger and sorrow; a persistent longing, too. Gone forever, she left you here. She won’t come back for you. Some days you miss her
Green grass and weeping trees Branches sway in the breeze Lonely names in cold stone Reminding me that I am alone Six feet under dirt and clay
For everything I can’t say There’s tons more I can’t do For everyone who loved me There’s still love left for you For everything my heart feels
I never thought I could conceive… In my womb or in my mind I always thought I was doomed to… For now until the end of time I’ve cried for you and prayed for…
Up and down again Same old ride Same old sounds again Same place to hide A needle bites
Like a lion hunting its prey It stalks you day after day With nowhere to hide, And trust me I’ve tried, It always gets its own way
Like an addiction You keep coming back to it And before you realize It’s already too late Lost in reality
Live alone, die alone Heart of glass Turned to stone Love is dead Can’t you see?
In the storm I close my eyes Think about their pathetic lies They’re hiding shame, sharing blam… Nothing can ever be the same In the dark the shadows prowl
With a sorrow so deep Your very soul bleeds The pain of a loss Of someone so close Is all you can feel
When blood flows from open wounds When sad people sing unhappy tunes When the lies you’re told turn int… There’s nothing else that you can… When their fake smiles are hiding…
Emotionless; heart so cold Just a rock without the roll A single stone weighed down with g… Its only dream is one of peace. Peace may come with only death
And then she said With the gun to her head I just want you to see What you’ve done to me To pull the trigger
Hiding in my head Wishing I were dead Hiding in the only place That I feel safe I’m following me
I look in the mirror Only to see All that I am And all I could be As the picture fades