They say that time is the best healer, I’m confident that’s not true. No matter how much time passes or where I am, I always think of you.

Painfully we had to say good-bye before we had the pleasure of saying hello. Please, my sweet baby, don’t ever think for a moment that we didn’t want you to grow.

I love you so much, even though we’ve never met. You were an angel sent to us from Heaven, a gift we were beyond excited to get.

I wonder if you see us and see the effect this tragedy has had. Though never a fault of yours, we are so terribly scarred over all the pain of the past.

Do you know how wonderful your daddy is and that he loved you when you were just two slightly pink lines? Or how your mommy had prayed for you, endlessly over a lifetime’s worth of times?

I wish I could have had just one single second to hold you in my arms. To hear you laugh at something silly or your cry after being born.
Life can be unfair and bad situations not only happen to bad people, but the best ones too. We would have gladly given every possession we had and instantly done anything we had to avoid  losing you.

I picture you in my head often and your face I’ve longed to see. There are just so many questions left unanswered, like, who could you have been destined to be?

A doctor or a teacher, maybe even a volunteer at a zoo? Your daddy and I, right from the start held the highest of hopes and dreams for you.

In my heart I’m assured that you’re in a better place where only the sweetest of children play. You’re running along the streets of gold and singing sweet melodies as God’s children enter upon Heaven’s Gate.

I wish time would flash forward so we can finally be together again. I will cover you with all the hugs and kisses that from Earth I couldn’t send.

Up so very high in the darkest sky, you’re the brightest star of the night. Although I wish you were here, I’m confident you’ll be the one who guides me through Heaven’s light.

Not a single doubt will fill my mind of if you’re by my side. Our spirits were joined a while ago at the actual moment we both died.

The inside of my soul completely died the day He took you from me. It broke me down and tried my faith both mentally and physically.

I’ll never know the purpose or actual reason God chose you so soon to walk beside him. I do know it he took you unselfishly, providing strength in my heart that, one day, may start allowing it to mend.

Just know how much we love you and how much you cross our minds. If you listen to my prayers, you’ll know we think about you all the time.

I can only imagine how drastically our lives would have changed from an abundance of happiness and joy... Our promise is to always love you unconditionally and forever, our beautiful baby girl or baby boy.