new life
To Lynn, for understanding since day one.
i woke up one day
wasn’t feeling my best
i had developed an illness
all i wanted was to rest
i was taken to my doctor
who diagnosed me with depression
i could not take it in
i had a blank expression
not understanding what was wrong
i started to cry
being asked if i was alright
i learned how to lie
i developed an urge
to paint a picture on my arm
but it wasn’t a pretty one
i didn’t think it’d do harm
only now as i write
with the confidence i’ve gained
that i’m learning about
the hurt and for that i am pained
i’m sharing my journey
i’ve struggled through the pain
though the struggle hasn’t ended
it’ll be here again
a.e.j.
(2013)
