Inside of me
A feeling
I hate my life
i hate feeling what i feel
like there’s just no way to deal
I look at myself up and down
and there’s no way to turn this frown upside down
I feel like there’s a void in my heart
like something is tearing me apart
no one knows how i feel inside
i try to hide it, but i can only try
my mask of happiness and a smile
will only last a little while
It all a front for the world to see
so the world can see that i am “happy”
i wish this feeling would go away
and never come back any day
anyway this feeling will probably subside
but only for a little while
then it will come back and again I’ll pick
up my mask like each other time I’ve done in the past
i hope when this feeling comes back it dosent last
this never ending cycle is getting the best of me
but no one will ever see
no one will ever see
whats really going on inside of me
