Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door

Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape

Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth

I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others

Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood

Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may

I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts

Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires

I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be

To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you

The way to a man’s heart Is through his stomach Or so the saying goes But things are seldom So simple as that