(2014)
At this point, my anxiety and depression were snowballing into what they are today.
Still feel alone? How, when I have friends, I have family. I have no right
Much have I wandered From one life to another. My sorrows I have pondered, injustices that threaten to smothe… A mind of barbs and brambles
Death is peace, death is silence, death is final. There can be no further pain. But there can be no further hope.
A pit of spikes A trench fill with mustard gas. A stiletto between the ribs.
Sunshadows, for I wish not to wake. But rather to sleep within the
This darkness in which I stand is void. I am alone with naught but my work… and naught but my thoughts. Though on occasion, he stands besi…
In a glen there stood an oak. A towering oak,
So, you don’t drink? or smoke? So, you are better than them? You let them use you, and you take the fall for them,
You Were the sunlight. You brought me
I let you go Why? After countless hours, After loving words, and secrets,
If it hurts, If it brings misery, Why does it happen again and again? How can so much
That elusive mindset, where it all falls into place. But where do I lie? Am I lacking? Lying on the borderline?
A simple question. A complex answer. Three letters which encapsulate everything we do.
The one I Love most. My outlet of reason, The voice through the phone. A mirror of sorts.
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,