It’s like learning to walk all ove… It’s hard for me to function. I never thought I’d end up like t… But I suppose I went brain dead f… You’re trying to make yourself fee…

The voices whisper “It’s over” But I scream back “Not yet” I’m not quite finished I just need to catch my breath You all mock me and spit at my nam…

You’re just another blank face in… Like crowds of crowns are faceless… Buried beneath the fool’s golden w… Lies your hope of forgiveness As God is my witness

Let us all take a moment of silenc… To recall all of the violence That occurs everyday in every prov… Our vices become our Christ as we… The ones who failed

It just hurts so much And I can not explain it No matter how deeply I write Sing Speak

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Never speak to my daughter again Still ringing inside my head Lying here in bed Wondering where did I go wrong It’s been so long

I’m going to run away Far, far away I always run away I’m such a coward I always run away from my problems

I will be the king of myself I will walk with triumph I will find my purpose with each s… I’m not the only one I’m not the only one

Yesterday Was the first day I had suicidal… I took a long, boiling hot shower And just fucking cried I wanted to rip my eyes out

These moments when I feel the razor in my hand It’s like a call It’s an unholy demand I choose my weapon

When you always get thrown away Just when you’re starting to feel… And you get tossed out like a bag… You start believing That you really are just trash

Take a deep breath. Hold it. Look… I have this. I only have this. The universe is in my fingertips.