I pray for the day When my mind is clear Silence, sweet silence Schemes and impulses forgone To live without a shadow

Red and orange glitter Dancing delicately high Above winding paths Falling to the great grey streams Falling for grace, or duty?

Busy decisions Like an endless moon cycle Such a waxing life

Just for a moment To glimpse from dusty pages A single white flash Tenuous seconds follow Until a roaring reply

Lofting lazily Enter murky depths of feel Quivering eyelids Two heavy from the weight of The thoughts that lead me astray

初めては いつも苦しい 二回には?

Tiny flashing lights Figures entwine together Closer and closer ‘closer than ever’ they say Beside our computer screens

To etch a love song No earthy ink can suffice Only color drawn From such a naive heart-well Could paint even an inkling

Is there something dark? Dark, dark, deep down inside me Something that keeps me Away from the center ring A divergent path indeed

Self-expressional Crooked poster on the wall Self-intentional Will you shatter, will you fall? Who will fix your frame of old?

A soft fluttering A pulse that pushes beyond Beating of the heart Oh to express the joys of, A soap opera here and there

A blank white tablet Fuzzy buzzing silences Click, click, click, and yet That single black divider keeps Blinking an endless cycle

The darkest of nights It is on these nights I turn To these keys, clicking Fervently beyond reason Behind safely shadowed doors

A stone for a head A dauntingly fragile nose Sudden convulsions To lay my head down in peace My vestigial heart begs

A sudden rain flux A faintly calling whisper To turn off eyelids Yet I cannot shake my dream For just another hour