she only fucks the ones she doesn’… to marry. to the others she says you’ve got to marry me. or maybe she just fucks the ones s…
awaken at 11:30 a.m. get into my chinos and a clean gre… open a Miller’s, and nothing in the mailbox but the Berkeley Tribe
think of de vils in hell and stare at a beautiful vase of flowers as the woman in my bedroom
there’s Barry in his ripped walkin… he’s on Thorazine is 24 looks 38 lives with his mother in the same
look there. the one you considered killing you… for. you saw her the other day getting out of her car
all right, while we are gently cel… and while crazy classical music le… my small radio, I light a fresh ci… and realize that I am still very m… the 21st century is almost upon me…
too much too little too fat too thin or nobody.
drive to the beach at night in the winter and sit and look at the burned-dow… wonder why they just let it sit th… in the water.
at high noon at a small college near the beach sober the sweat running down my arms a spot of sweat on the table
god I got the sad blue blues, this woman sat there and she said are you really Charles Bukowski?
is a highrise apt. next door and he beats her at night and she… and I see her the next day standing in the driveway with curl… and she has her huge buttocks jamm…
An old man asked me for a cigarett… and I carefully dealt out two. Been lookin’ for job. Gonna stand in the sun and smoke.” He was close to rags and rage
like the fox run with the hunted and if I’m not the happiest man on earth
cleaned my place the other day first time in ten years and found 100 rejected poems: fastened them all to a clipboard much bad reading.
Bruckner wasn’t bad even though he got down on his knees and proclaimed Wagner the master.
this fear of being what they are: dead. at least they are not out on the s… are careful to stay indoors, those pasty mad who sit alone before the…
sun-stroked women without men on a Santa Monica Monday; the men are working or in jail or insane;
the sun slides down through the sh… have a pair of black shoes and a p… brown shoes. can hardly remember the girls of m… there is numb blood pulsing throug…
absolutely sesamoid said the skeleton shoving his chalky foot upon my desk, and that was it,
the pleasures of the damned are limited to brief moments of happiness: like the eyes in the look of a dog… like a square of wax,
to be writing poetry at the age of… like a schoolboy, surely, I must be crazy; racetracks and booze and arguments with the landlord;
since my last name was Fuch, he sa… believe the school yard was tough:… powder down my neck, threw gravel… with rubber bands in class, and ou… me names, well, one name mainly, o…
monkey feet small and blue walking toward you as the back of a building falls of… and an airplane chews the white sk…
sit on this bench and look at the sea and the freaks and the lovers. need new eyes a new mouth new pillows, a new woman.
we fought for 17 days inside that… thrusting and counter-thrusting but finally she got away and I walked outside and spit
here I’m supposed to be a great po… and I’m sleepy in the afternoon here I am aware of death like a gi… charging at me and I’m sleepy in the afternoon
Markov claims I am trying to stab his soul but I’d prefer his wife. put my feet on the coffee table and he says,
believe in earning one’s own way but I also believe in the unexpect… gift and it is a wondrous thing when a woman who has read your wor…
listen, he said, you ever seen a b… bucket? no, I told him. well, what happens is that now and… will climb up on top of the others
my friend William is a fortunate m… he lacks the imagination to suffer he kept his first job his first wife can drive a car 50,000 miles
