My life was happy and pure
It seems a distant memory
A lifetime away
A lifetime of fear
The pain I fear will never go
A lifetime of regret
The scars that linger,
Hidden from the unwilling eye
The bitter memory of how it all went wrong.
Emotions taking the form of scars
Scratches
And burns
Unable to speak
How can I express myself?
The feelings deep inside
Memory of a lifetime
The lifetime far away
A lifetime away
And who is left to care?
Who is left at all?
The world is a ball of confusion.
Twisting and turning every direction.
Every step I take
More confusion takes control.
Of how it all went wrong
Once, A lifetime ago.