Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

He helps her with her blush. She’s surging red, Velvet and soft like a rose. Her mouth’s gone dry With his wind.

Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love