Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone
In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,
Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt
The blur of lighted cars Flying in a flurry down The highway at night Soothes me in the Most unorthodox way.
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.
I’m a good girl in the worst ways Most days. Some days, I’m a bad girl in all the best way… I’m pretty good,
Dignity is death.
It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,
I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.
When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know
How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?